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Helaas kan ik Nederlands beter verstaan ​​dan spreken. One of my two grandpas was a dutchman - the other was one of the Sudeten Germans who were expelled from their homeland after World War II, who sure had to deal with bad mental illness because of that, I don't know much about him, only saw him a few times as a child, never talked to him, he never talked to me (or much to anyone). My other grandpa, that was a dutchman, were always kind and funny to me and my brother back then when we were still kids. He used to talk and curse (a lot) in dutch. That was the first foreign language that I heard someone actually talking in real life, I remember how fascinated I was, asking him constantly then what does these and that mean in dutch. I even remember how my brother told me that he did not believe that our grandpa is really speaking a foreign language, because our grandpa was a drinker and so my brother thought granpa is just making fun on us talking drunken german, claiming it would be a foreign language. :D Oh I see, I'm drowning in old memories now. Well, my English sure is pretty fucked up, too. I teached it myself somehow with being confronted with it all the time, cause it's the "world language", lol.

When it comes to Black Metal, I would say that "True Norwegian Black Metal" became kind of a "label" over the time. The market gets flooded with bands now that all just kinda try to imitate something that they actually don't feel. Black Metal is meant to be evil, it's not fucking flower power. With that hippy attitude, one cannot create an atmosphere of chaos, death, darkness, pain and solitude - it doesn't help to play that music with perfect technique if there isn't the true wicked mind within. I must say that I'm really a fan of authentic music, any kind of music - as long as it contains a real deep or a real strong feeling and isn't just a show, I'll buy it, probably. Real deep and strong feelings in music are mostly found in extreme music genres, but also in some classics, a lot of the stuff from Bach for a great example. Or the 2. movement from the 7. symphony of Beethoven, which without any doubt is one of the most powerfull pieces ever written in all music history.

COOL i wil look up into that ehh dus ik kan ook Hollands met je chatten?maakt me ni zo ehh dosnt matter to me that much but im not really good at English , i never had english on school-Binnenvaart internaat,ik zou goed duits moeten kunnen,want dat is de enige taal die we daar leerden,(oeps ga automatisch over in Ned.)but i got kickout of the Duitse les alsmost every time,the teacher diddent like me.So you live in Germany?and also lived in Nederland? or do you have mixed parents?ps i like your music taste aswell, i came across Luxor through you posts, and i NEVER heard of that band, diddent even know they had this great Blackmetal bands,they are just as good ass Norway Black Metal e.g. PS when you heat the green beens and corn does it matter how? in water or steaming or baking?