Cops kicked out of Starbucks because customer “didn’t feel safe” around them by sawboss in news
[–]samwhiskey 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun - 12 months ago (0 children)
Probably, but in reality it's best practice to stay as far away from cops as possible in every circumstance.
What are some things the average person can do to improve the world? by Aureus in AskSaidIt
[–]samwhiskey 4 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 2 fun - 2 months ago (0 children)
Take lsd every now and then
Having fun on the net by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 3 insightful - 3 fun3 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 3 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
On reddit if a comment of mine started getting downvotes I'd log into an alt and comment "I don't know why you are getting downvoted", then the tide would turn and I'd get upvotes.
So, is this where the community's at, then? by Witchman05 in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
A couple of rules and plenty of room to soar.
So, we are all drug users (I'm sure) and all have our favorites. by samwhiskey in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey[S] 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
For me it was xanax. I got nearly 200 of them for a couple bucks shipping from Dr.X back in the day. I was gonna flip them and make a few bucks to buy more. A quick money maker if you will. When they arrived my wife wanted to know if we were gonna test them out. Well sure, I said. Then we spent 2 weeks doing stupid shit and spending every dime we had (I had just quit my job) and doing all our drugs (including the last of my mxe and 2cb) and didn't remember shit. Had to piece it all back together from texts, receipts, and pictures. Only came to when we dropped some acid and realized we didn't know wtf we had been doing. Took a long time to recover from that shit and I'll never do it again.
Now I do take etizolam for coming off other drugs and sometimes to relax at night but I am very fucking careful with it.
Also 3-meo-pcp (aka the greatest drug ever invented), but that is a story for another time.
The Rules Governing This Sub So Far.
1 year ago * by samwhiskey[M] to /s/darknetmarkets from (self.darknetmarkets)
After the recent dread drama, we need to realize that drugs cant have a down side.
9 months ago by samwhiskey to /s/darknetmarkets from (self.darknetmarkets)
What fanbase is more cancerous then Reddits? by TheH1dd3nFear in AskSaidIt
[–]samwhiskey 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
What are you afraid of? by FlamethrowerDeluxe49 in AskSaidIt
[–]samwhiskey 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun - 10 months ago (0 children)
to exist means to be acknowledged. That is a sad existence.
I hereby declare the official pronunciation of this site as... by BearMoose in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
I hereby declare this post retarded.
The Rules Governing This Sub So Far. by samwhiskey in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey[S] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
The second 1. is supposed to be 3. not sure what happened.
Anyone else boycotting Hollywood and modern shows as a whole? by Aureus in AskSaidIt
[–]samwhiskey 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 1 month ago (0 children)
Boycott disney because of what they did to my boy Luke...
It finally happened by AlpraCream in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 8 months ago (0 children)
We in the same club
After the recent dread drama, we need to realize that drugs cant have a down side. by samwhiskey in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 9 months ago (0 children)
for real. and also we are gonna eat some guacamole that is super healthy.
2 heads of garlic
crushed red pepper flakes
lots of cummin
apple cider vinegar
I think thats all.
pretty stout stuff.
We are gonna be careful
Meth and NEP
then lsd, 2cb, 4-ho-met, ketamine, weed, etizolam, whiskey.
Damn, i'm drunk now and gonna eat some pizza, fritos, guacamole, lime ice box pie before bed.
If air conditioner efficiency improves when it rains outside, why don't all air conditioners include water sprayers to help cool them? by magnora7 in science
[–]samwhiskey 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 11 months ago (0 children)
I have worked in the hvac industry in the past and hated it so much that I'm not even going to answer this question.
Well, maybe a little. It's not more efficient. You have an undersized system, dirty system, too small of a liquid line, not charged properly, not enough return air. A properly designed, clean system will do everything it needs to do all the time. The rain lowers the head pressure and changes the evaporation and condensation temperatures of the refrigerant and can actually make it cool less that it should. Proper evaporation of the refrigerant in the evap coil is necessary to pick up the excess heat from the return air flowing across the coils. Mess with that system and you have less heat being picked up by the refrigerant in the gas state.
Damn, drug me into this...
How to improve my helpless English? by [deleted] in AskSaidIt
[–]samwhiskey 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 12 months ago (0 children)
No shit. and I'll never be the drummer neil peart is. So what? I'm a bad ass drummer in my own right. You're a bad ass english speaker in your own right. You rock that shit freaky bro.
First and last order. by samwhiskey in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 12 months ago (0 children)
Yeah, it's good to take a break. We're looking at shooting for august through december this year to chill out on everything. This month though...
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[–]samwhiskey 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
hgh for sure, hcg as well. The rest I haven't seen sold at all. Basically though, anything that people will buy can be sold but all markets limit like poisons, weapons, cp, and stuff to actually harm people.
I don't ever see a market for breast milk or placenta or stem cells. You want drugs though, now that is another world. To be able to safely buy drugs of any kind (mostly) and get it shipped to your house is a dream come true. My wife and I have had some wonderful experiences that didn't include waiting on shady people in scary neighborhoods.
So hypothetically, you could get anything that someone is willing to sell. Market forces come into effect such as supply and demand. No demand means no one is gonna supply it. No supply means no one will be able to buy it (see mxe for example).
Good question and it is very interesting. I spent a year in 2012 just amazed and looking at stuff before actually diving in to this world.
First and last order.
1 year ago by samwhiskey to /s/darknetmarkets from (self.darknetmarkets)
You ever have any questions or comments feel free to let us know.
Goes to show how easily people on reddit are swayed from one opinion to another. The hive mind leads to the lowest brain function there.
[–]samwhiskey[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
wow man! glad things worked out but that sounds like it sucked. Also good to see you here.
What really is the dumbest way to die? by miclejhon in AskSaidIt
Was gonna say "for your country" but top commentor already hit that so I'll say smoking.
Petition to make bailey jay the background again by Phillipstein in darknetmarkets
No. Y'all go look at dicks somewhere else.
How about a nice kitten or a puppy?
We haven't been camping yet either. I love hiking and my dream hike is the continental divide. There is a place where all the rain that goes on one side of the US empties into the atlantic and the other side into the pacific. There is a stream that forks and one fork goes into one ocean and the other fork into the other ocean. I want to piss upstream of that and have my piss go into two totally different directions.
Hiking in the mountains and camping under the stars...
You'd probably regret taking more if you're like me haha. Couldn't leave that shit alone because we would get so high (not to mention the anesthetic effect) at night then have the most wonderful day the next day. The afterglow the next day was almost as good as the high. I couldn't see any downside to it so I kept using it daily.
Yeah, that will do it haha. I gave up on phenibut after taking too much and getting the spins and puking up some pizza I ate. Funny that I puked a little, made a frozen pizza, puked again, went to bed still spinning. Did way too much of that shit. It was kinda nice in decent doses but I'm staying away from anything like that (including whiskey).
So, we are all drug users (I'm sure) and all have our favorites.
hey there. by BigFatCat in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 3 fun1 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 3 fun - 1 year ago* (0 children)
Taking a nap.
edit: it was a good nap
9000 In Da House!!!!!! by RIP_Meth_9000 in darknetmarkets
We're not sharing that info. Mr. DrHorrible and Benedict were chosen because they've been around a very long time and have a lot of experience.
Yo, is this where The Master Troll is hiding? by ForLol_Serious in darknetmarkets
So you found us, eh?
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun - 2 months ago (0 children)
What about when your wife is pregnant and asks how she looks? If you say she looks like a fat cow you'd hurt her feelings and make the world a worse place.
I'm selling my Wallet Electrum, which owns 331,831 BTC, but is having trouble sending bitcoins. by Russol in bitcoin
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun - 9 months ago (0 children)
I'll give you a couple bucks for it.
What do you get complimented for the most? by youandme in AskSaidIt
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
being smart and sexy
Checking in here by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 1 month ago (0 children)
Was just about to message you. Pretty good here except for terrible back pain.
Trusted vendors for weapons by cybergirll666 in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 5 months ago (0 children)
Weekend Roundup: WTF is going on edition by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 6 months ago (0 children)
Started off Dec. with no drinking. A little etizolam and weed though. And a tramadol the other night haha. Gonna go the rest of the year w/o drinking and hopefully a long time after.
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 7 months ago (0 children)
Been drinking too much lately.
bitches, stop being bitches! tor project needs you! by basjin in darknetmarkets
Emptied my wallet the other day donating.
[–]samwhiskey[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 8 months ago (0 children)
I have come to the realization that I have never tried pure meth. Probably never will now that the n-iso craze is in full swing.
Weekend Roundup: Area 51 survivors, any unwanted anal probes? by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 9 months ago (0 children)
There is nothing at Area 51 but the government doesn't want anyone to know that. They'll keep it locked down and everyone away from it anyways. The reason is because so many people know about area 51 and are focused on it that they don't have to worry about where they really keep all the aliens and spaceships and stuff.
If they let on that nothing is in area 51 then people will start looking for the real hiding place.
So all this is for nothing. Probably also something started by black ops themselves to keep area 51 alive in the imaginations of people.
Can't find an in crowd to come across legit vendor yet. If we can't talk about it here, is there an impartial forum left to go to? by doombunnies in ResearchChemicals
[–]samwhiskey[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 9 months ago (0 children)
good advice. Also, check for bad interactions with your meds.
No doubt. Half your body weight in ounces (or whatever the conversion to that weird system of measure is).
haha, yeah, meant can but damn, I keep doing them so maybe can't. I'm leaving it the way it is.
Straight up random! (new feature) by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 10 months ago (0 children)
yeah, they were just so badass. I saw them during the day in an amphitheater and it was really awesome.
Saw the scorpions for the first time several years ago. They were great. What surprised me was how damn good Ratt was. I listened to them back in the day but wasn't a huge fan, especially after their 2nd album.
They kicked ass though. Great show.
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Chat is lame. Why don't you guys like jabber?
Weekend Rodeo: Are you the bull, or the rider edition by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
I prefer my wd-40 crack.
grind up 500 mg mimosa hostilis root bark into powder. Soak in water and vinegar for a couple days. slowly add lye. let sit for a couple days. add naptha and agitate several times a day for a few days. siphon the naptha off and put it in the freezer overnight. pour through coffee filter and let the dmt dry. smoke that shit. It'll actually be more what they call jungle spice because it'll have plant fats in it and be orangish color, but a lot fo people prefer it that way. haven't tried it yet myself.
Really just look up a tek. It's super simple.
We threw it away because it actually burned all the non stick coating off.
We fucked every thing up and still got dmt. Ruined my wifes $180 pan.
I tried. She knew I was kidding though because that's not how I would do things.
My wife is freaking out because she just found some jewelry she though she lost. Weird thing is she found it in a plastic box on my daughters dresser. Just sitting in plain site and no one knows anything about it or how it got there.
Getting the come up shivers now. Just got my drink. Southern comfort and diet 7-up. Sounds weird but it's pretty good. got some straight bourbon in the freezer though. Too much of the mixed drinks gets old. gotta have the burn of a little bourbon with a splash of cold water.
Just swallowed 50 mg and gonna have a drink with it. Had a blast last night tripping and making dinner. Kids knew we were drinking but not sure if they suspected anything else. One of my sons wanted to extract some dmt so we did that and he keeps bugging me about when we are gonna do it. Not sure he realizes what he's in for with that stuff.
Gonna go on a 3 day 2cb binge mixed with whiskey and wine while working all three days (just finished today's work and about to start this rodeo).
got some eitzolam if I need it.
Dread, Empire and The-Hub are down 08/20 by skoopmeup in darknetmarkets
We've all been hit or miss.
Weekend Roundup: Gee, Brain, what do you want to do this weekend? by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 11 months ago (0 children)
Almost thought about nuking everything and going dark. Then decided I'd think about it. got some weed coming and some whiskey now. Some test and hcg on the way. Grilling with my woman tonight. family is all happy and talkative. no work tomorrow. Some stuff in stock that I'm not messing with because I don't want to and it's cool. 25 hits of acid and 2.5 grams 2cb that I'm not rushing to gobble up. I'm ok. We're all ok.
[–]samwhiskey[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 11 months ago (0 children)
If you're putting the d in front of the captcha that could be the problem. that first d just stands for dread and is not part of the captcha
sourcing and discussion of vendors and markets isn't allowed on saidit. you'll have to hit up dread
Thanks, don't plan on quitting just yet. Took little breaks now and again but not going any where.
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 12 months ago (0 children)
To become a better drummer you practice drumming.
[–]samwhiskey[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 12 months ago (0 children)
Great! Busy but in a good way. Life is grand.
(Don't really remember your account name, is it new or am I just forgetful?)
Weekend goals: What goals do you have that you will probably not accomplish? by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
Work tomorrow. Off sunday. Hopefully won't do any drugs because I have an evening and next day planned to be stimmed out. Gotta rest up to be ready.
Yeah, meth people are weird. Around here we see granny meth heads. Crazy shit.
All drugs need to be handled with a little caution and common sense. Know when to say when.
It's a fun drug though but not for everyone.
Def lsd is my favorite.
If you had a b'day coming up, and... by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
[–]samwhiskey 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
2cb probably. Great after work high and can do it several times a week.
What is the most funny movie you seen? by armm in AskSaidIt
Liar Liar was pretty funny
Weekend Entertainment. What's are some recommendations for parting? by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
It's really trippy for me. The CEV's take me on a journey. One time I was in the bathroom and came out and my wife had her eyes closed head banging to some wintersun. I just sat down and joined her.
My wife and I like to jam to Wintersun and Bolt Thrower while tripping. Listened to Equilibrium the other day while tripping. Just lay down, close our eyes and trip the hell out to that wonderful music.
Weekend Exorcist: What demon(s) are you trying to get along with or kill? by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
bonus points if "cunt" is his first word.
You know, comments like this really seem to give insight into other users. Our online personalities are probably pretty different that our true lives.
Just finished my project at the other place (thanks for the help) and my wife is totally rearranging our room. Gonna drink some bourbon tonight while she drinks vodka (hopefully we survive), then work tomorrow (worked today too). My weekends almost always include work but I like having days off during the week.
Weekend roundup: What's on the menu? by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
Might trip again sunday.
What do you consider the worst drug out there? Legal or illegal? by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
Another thing people might not realize is how food addiction can ruin lives.
I would have to agree with this. One main reason is it's wide spread appeal.
I told my wife that the drugs we should make a point of staying away from are the legal ones that the government says is ok.
Still hit the sauce every now and then, which I kinda hate but that's addiction for you. We did quit smoking cigarettes though. Hopefully to never go back to that nasty shit.
Another Darknetmarkets type sub bites the dust by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
There might actually be something to the trend idea. All LE would have to do is contact these smaller forum type sites and talk real threatening to them.
Edibles/tinctures by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
checking it out now
I only have charcoal but I'm familiar with indirect heat as we've grilled several turkeys over the years. So rotating and cooking to temp is the trick, don't worry about time so much. I may just give it a go soon to experiment.
There is a meat market locally but walmart had some brisket the other day, so is it necessary to avoid chains like walmart or is their brisket gonna be on par with a meat market. I don't really live in cow country any more but I'm not in a metro big city so not really sure what I need. Also, what to look for in a slab?
I got our first cat at a service call years ago because the kids were little and kept talking about getting a dog, which we couldn't because our back yard wasn't fenced. I thought that it would be a good idea to take this little kitty home to stop the dog talk. Well that fat joker just sits around and does nothing now.
My second cat was because we started taking shit loads of xanax and somehow we ended up with this damn cat that pissed in the air vents at first then was just a retarded asshole after that. She is now pretty cool.
Our third cat followed us home from a drunken walk and we've had her ever since. Poor people that owned her probably wondered what happend. Oh well, she's ok I guess.
We also have a guinea pig because I worked too much...
Never getting another pet (at least an indoor pet).
Might get a nice lab or golden retriever type of dog when we get to the mountains.
Ok, that makes sense. Now if I want a really good crisp char what is the best way? I like my crispy knibbles.
Yeah, one for one. The thing about butter is that it has water in it as well as a lower scorch temp. Plus unrefined coconut oil tastes fucking great by itself.
One thing I wanted to do but haven't yet is to use the coconut oil to make candies. A little flavor and a candy mold would have some nice poppable little buzz units. Although it has a low melting point so you'd have to keep them refrigerated.
You could also make some rick simpson oil and put it in gel caps. Haven't tried that myself but looks doable.
BTW that chili recipe looked bomb as hell. I have a grill that has a place for a side smoker attachment. Do you think if I got one of those it would work for a brisket? No real way to monitor temp though I guess.
Yeah, I got 3 cats and wish I had zero. Puppies or bust (maybe bunnies?)
I like to use coconut oil and just cook it for a while. Eat it straight or make brownies, cookies, etc.
Never really tried anything else.
Hemp Could Be the Solution to Our Plastic Pollution Crisis - Bioplastics made from hemp are a viable alternative to petroleum-based plastics that have become the scourge of the ocean by [deleted] in environment
Why not, just make it scale according to the damage each does. Pretty sure hemp is lower on the agri pollution scale than some of the stuff we're growing. Plus if it is priced in then maybe that would encourage cleaner growing, which is totally possible and would be feasible if there is a price to pay for doing it the old way.
Is LSD from the 60's still potent? by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
Yeah, I'd volunteer to take a lick.
That is really weird and pretty damn cool if it's true.
So what is the opposite of Dread? by heapofjelly in darknetmarkets
legit happy myself
It is the weekend! What are the plans? by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
I would like that recipe for sure.
Those do look good but I really don't like any kind of sweetness with my meatness. My bbq love is beef brisket. Never cooked one though.
I need to weed eat the yard. Kids mow it but apparently I'm the only one capable of running the weed eater.
Bacon burnt ends sounds wonderful.
Gonna smoke the last of my weed and talk a walk around the neighborhood with my honey. Then a good nights sleep (hopefully) because I have to work tomorrow, drive out of town for a conference starting tomorrow night, spend the night and finish that shit sunday, drive home, sleep, work monday. Fun stuff. All out of drugs except for a vial of acid that is mostly empty but still probably has enough for a slight trip.
Just read something on that other sight where dude said he took 12 hits of acid, 120mg 4-ho-met, 120mg of 4-aco-dmt, tripped out for a bit then went downstairs and ate some fruit. Sounded silly to me because he wouldn't be able to know he even existed on that kind of trip, right?
[–]samwhiskey[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
Kinda, but not much mind fuck (like 2cb). Great body high and really colorful visuals (not really in the sense of patterns, just colors like electricity). I didn't really like 4aco but that might have just been the batch.
Meth was fun but lasted way too long. Also make my prostate swell (happens when you get older), which wasn't fun because I literally couldn't piss. Only happened on really high doses though.
I liked staying up and hitting the shadow people stage but my wife and I are compulsive redosers so it really took its toll on us. NEP is more my speed because it doesn't last as long, no harsh comedown, and you can snort it often, which is fun.
Probably staying away from stims for a good long while. Maybe forever. It's kinda the same with dissos as I loved them but probably not a good idea to introduce it back it.
That leaves lsd, 2cb, 4homet, weed, possibly other psychs.
Racism? Texas police try to arrest a black father in his own front yard after mistaking him for a wanted criminal with dreadlocks from Louisiana by HeyImSancho in SundogsPlace
When everything is racism nothing is.
Why wouldn't they try to arrest him if they thought he was the guy they were looking for to arrest?
Yeah, meth is probably my second. Liked it, loved it, hated it, wanted more, swore it off, etc. I really liked the shadow people though. My wife and I were seeing the same shit multiple times. Also the damn phantom radio stations when the fan was blowing or the shower going. That was weird, especially when we heard the same song playing.
Lost a job over it but it was a shit job and got a great one a couple months later. I'd like to enjoy it again but I'm too damn old for that shit now. Maybe a lesser stim like NEP...maybe.