So what is the opposite of Dread?
4 months ago by heapofjelly to /s/darknetmarkets from (self.darknetmarkets)
I got banned from Reddit's /r/darknet using this one simple trick! by printerpam in darknetmarkets
[–]heapofjelly 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 4 months ago (0 children)
That downward slide has been getting exponentially more rapid for a year. The social tapestry has become completely saturated by lowest common denominator tripe. It used to be a fun place, but it looks like it jumped the proverbial shark quite some time ago. At this point, it is just a feeding frenzy that isn't even funny ironically.
Sorry to hear they banned you just the same. You seemed like one of the few voices of reason they had left. Leave it to them to cut off the healthy arm, and leave the infection.
DNM Buyer's Bible (in progress) by Benedict in darknetmarkets
It looks like viewing the bible is restricted to only the elite. This is in line with history and a previous and different kind bible, although that other one did eventually become accessible to all.
Let's hope this one causes less trouble than that other one. We can do without more crusades.
Also, and this might be because I accidentally put two drops on my microdose cube this morning, but the 404 page I got when hitting the Buyers Bible link has what has to be the coolest "fuck no you can't go here" pic I have ever seen:
So, is this where the community's at, then? by Witchman05 in darknetmarkets
[–]heapofjelly 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 5 months ago (0 children)
Right on, but tell Hubbard's generals that. There is a terrifying trend these days toward belief in twisted conspiracy theories that in itself is enough to drive me to benzos, or at least off the grid. But I believe it will change with time. One of the recent social changes that is actually good is the growing disdain of cults like $cientology. Religion as a whole and superstition in general are making a comeback, but at least one popular group is rapidly dying.
Remember in the Neuromancer series, when William Gibson suggested that the only religions to survive were Catholicism and Scientology? He hit a lot of things on the head, but we can take comfort in the knowledge that he was wrong about that.
This started with a Beck quote, and tbh his association with them ruined his mediocre music for me too. But I still see him more as a victim than a problem. Likewise for Cruise and Travolta. I think John would much rather be free to do what comes natural to him - suck men off in gymnasium rest rooms - but he can't, the "church" would destroy him. The poor guy lives in a prison - not the good kind that he might enjoy, but a glass one that he carries with him 24/7. I honestly think Tom Cruise wants nothing more than to help the world. But he is broken, and on the verge of insane. Most scientologists are not evil, they are pityful.
Fuck, I sure get off-topic and long winded lately. Maybe I do need to break out the alpraz.
It is the weekend! What are the plans? by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
Same here. My break was kinda forced on me years ago, wifey was pretty much done with me spending every free minute either being useless, or rambling about my newfound "true purpose" (it involved telepathy and aliens). Now and then I will break out a quarter gram and do two consecutive k-holes, while wearing headphones and light/sound goggles.
I always forget about K when thinking about recreational drugs. It rounds down rolls nicely, too.
Bacon burn ends sounds delicious. We just started using an app called Mealime to put dinners together. It is awesome, great recipes and it builds you a shopping list. You feed it your dietary style, allergies and disliked foods, and it gives you a big list of options. It really brightened up our dull meal routine.
Please report on the bacon burnt ends.
Holy fuck, it sounds like he should have lost his mind. Unless every single thing hebtook was either fake or cut to nothing.
It staggers my mind when people on the ketamine sub started talking about doing 250 mg and playing video games, or k-holing at concerts. It took me a good while to realize #1 street k is being cut now, and #2 kids have no idea what a k-hole is. Maybe this is the same, like he bought weak acid and cut RCs or something.
I am 6'4 and weigh 100 kg, and if I do 125 mg, I am so paralyzed that I don't even know what a body is, much less how to move it. I am lost in the angelic ice palace with no idea what "I" am. Ayn Rand would HATE that feeling, heh.
[–]heapofjelly 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun - 5 months ago (0 children)
Pretty wack is accurate, and maybe too kind. Scientology is sociological venom designed to destroy divine will. Long story short, Hubbard was a student of Crowley, and Hubbard's fake religion is literally an inversion of Thelema. Thelemic Law is:
Do what thou wilt be the whole of the Law; and Love is the Law, Love under Will.
Interprete that mathematically, as Will/Love, your true divine will divided by the love of God for his creation (the 93 Current). It is quite entirely different from the pissass wrong interpretation that contemporary heavy metal bands give it. Anyway, Will isn't your primal urges, it is divine, and divided by love, 93/93.
Hubbard has transposed things such that Will is divided by 0. Not even 1, but 0. Scientology is a practice literally designed to destroy the will of adherents.
I realize most people don't care, they just know Scientology sucks. Well it does, it sucks humanity out of society, and the figurative souls from practitioners.
5 months ago by heapofjelly to /s/darknetmarkets from (self.darknetmarkets)
I completely get that. The plot is enough to sew together all the great CGI and the thunderous fight scenes, but I wouldn't want to read the novelization. This is fun eye candy, downright exhilarating at times, but it isn't melting my brain.
[–]heapofjelly 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 5 months ago* (0 children)
ATM wifey and I are watching the Aquaman movie and drinking a cup of decaf. It is pretty good, both the film and the coffee. She is pretty engrossed in it, whereas I am watching it, but also doing an occasional hit of GG#4 shatter and tinkering with a new laser pointer the postman just brought. It is a cheap 301, not strong at all, but it is the first one that I have seen that is this color, a sort of blue purple. It is supposedly 405 nm. I'd say I have already got my $9 worth of fun out of it. It even came with a18650 and a charger. It also came with a 18350 battery, which seems to have no purpose at all.
Tomorrow we will go to the farmers market for some fresh produce, then likely do some yardwork until evening. Tomorrow night is our youngest son's 30th birthday, and his wife is throwing a huge party. I always consider myself lucky that we have kids who are successful and very socially outgoing, yet they still think of their old parents as people they can party with. The oldest is straight and a teetotaller, we babysit for them and go out to eat with them, but the younger one we downright rage with. And he is like me, he has tried the "hard" stuff, but he came back to pot and acid. That reminds me, I need to take ten microdose sugar cubes over, he told me last week that he is out. He is a fucking engineer, you'd think he would buy his own, but whatareyagonnado. They go to WSP shows all the time, too, so it isn't like he doesn't have access. It likely wouldn't be the same though, I make vials from tartrate crystal and dH2O/ethanol mixture, properly dosed at 5 mcg a drop, it would be tough to trust vials from a show to be dosed proper. In the old GD and Phish days, sure, but that scene is gone. So tomorrow we will do some shopping, some housework, and then celebrate three decades with 30-40 younger, successful hippie geeks. And honestly, there isn't anything I would rather do.
Sunday we will lick our wounds, probably start the day with a dose of NAC and as much filtered water as I can drink. Maybe just snuggle and veg on movies.
Next weekend, the older one is taking his wife and youngest (still nursing) son to our cabin in the mountains, and we are staying at their house to babysit and housesit. While there, I am going to flash his new router with Merlin, then install and configure Skynet and Diversion.
Are you sorry you asked? Lol, I suspect that I have the most boring life of anyone reading this, but I've had my fun already. These days, it is the simple things - family, toys, and leaving long unsolicited autobiographical dissertations on a couple web forums. :)
BTW /u/RIP_Meth_9000 hope you get them straightened out. That up in the air feeling can drive even a strong man to Xanax. Good luck mate.
[–]heapofjelly 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 5 months ago (0 children)
I meant Saidt is a better place than reddit. I just assumed Saidt is sort of a reddit clone, maybe an improved version with a more palatable signal to noise ratio. Basicallyi meant that saidt resembles reddit.
Hopefully this Saidt sub grows, and you folks seem to be taking it slow and serious, which is probably for the best. At least we aren't eating ourselves alive here, like the /r/darknet subs.
So, we are all drug users (I'm sure) and all have our favorites. by samwhiskey in darknetmarkets
I honestly can't distinguish between 4-ACO and boomers. 4-ACO is more predictable dose-wise, IMHO, but it is equally chatty in the head (to me). You know how acid and 2C-B are like driving, and shrooms are like an Uber with a talkative driver. 4-ACO does that too. Sometimes it is good, sometimes it is annoying.
A better place than the Rube Goldberg Ouroboros that Saidt resembles, that's for sure.
I always forget about 2C-B. It might be even more fun than MDMA, maybe the best of Sasha's magical half dozen. I recently saw a vendor advertising presses, I think 26 mg, for a tasty price, but it was on either Nightmare or that other market, the one that bills itself as being supportive and friendly. In any case, I didn't feel warm and fuzzy about the transaction, and these days it seems prudent to air on the side of caution. 2C-B isn't rare, and there was no reason to jump. Especially on a market that I don't feel entirely good about yet. It would have been an impulse buy anyhow, but having a stash of Nexus could have been cool.
I've never tried 4-HO-MET. Loved 5-MEO-DIPT, DPT and of course 4-ACO-DMT though. Is 4-HO-MET in that tactile/shroomy ballpark?
darknet on that other site... by DrHorrible in darknetmarkets
Yeah, he seems to sorta just roll with the punches, too, rather than get all bitchy and defensive. I think that is one of the hallmarks of good character. It is the people who need you to believe in them that have an agenda.
My only experience with moderating was operating a small aquisition oriented forum for green, but it was very private and there were no trolls or scammers, no BTC or phishing, no escrow and no DDoS. Vendors posted menus, users used PGP to send PMs, and used either eGold, Liberty Reserve or just CiM, Cash in Mail. My biggest challenge as admin was to remember to pay the tiny hosting bill every six months. The mods of DNM subs and admins of DNMs have to actually work hard. Screw that, I want to spend my downtime not being accountable to anyone, least of all ingrates demanding that I tell them how to buy drugs.
I loved being an admin because everything went right for years. I became good friends with two users in real life, we still vacation together. The forum is still there, I just now checked, and I bet my login still works, but we lost a lot of users over the years to legalization, and I passed the mantle to another user. Actually, I bet some people here would even remember the Canadian pot vendor we evolved from, if I said it, but opsec and all. I probably already talk too much as it is, but meh, if LE raided my house and brought dogs through, they would sure be disappointed. Still though, loose lips should only ramble so much. But there isn't a lot here on this sub yet, and making friendly conversation might help seed something cool, at least while we wait to learn the disposition of Dread, GG and everything else. I just keep checking here hoping to see "Everything is back to normal now!"
But I think we all know that that isn't going to happen.
Hell yes. Hiking has become our weekend passion this year. I'd post some pics, but, well, you know. By the time they were cropped, edited and blurred for opsec, they'd be small glimpses of rocks, water and grass.
Camping is next on the agenda. Day trips are starting to pass too quickly.
[–]heapofjelly 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun - 5 months ago (0 children)
Glad to hear. I only know that he was fairly prolific and always seemed to try to be helpful, but he gets so much shit from some people that it is difficult to sort out. I will just assume his detracters are either people who prefer candy coating, or scammers who prefer that newbies remain in the dark where they are most vulnerable.
It kinda sucks to make sweeping generalizations like that, but given the current climate, it is probably best. I am at a point where I might just pick up a lifetime supply of the one main thing I buy as soon as I can, so I don't have to deal with it at all anymore. Heck, I just looked through a price list from a certain "reptilian" lab that bulks 1P, and at the gram level, their prices are pretty comparable to the most noteworthy vendor of Aztec. Granted 1P isn't exactly the same dosage-wise, but it might be easier to arrange than waiting out this DDoS shit and getting in touch with the other people. Arguably more legal, too. "I use 300 mcg to get tough stains out of dress pants, your honor." I'd have to arrange a drop ship, but that isn't a huge deal.
Hope this post isn't violatiing rules about naming vendors or anything, please just delete or edit it if it is.I don't want to push taboo or anything.
hey there. by BigFatCat in darknetmarkets
Wondering if Jeff Lynne from the Electric Light Orchestra could somehow be Jack the Ripper. Because if not, he should be president.
IMHO 10 mellow people > 100 generic /r/darknet idiots any day.
What is with the Printer Pam thing, anyway? I use the darknet subs so rarely these days that I am out of the social loop..I kinda prefer to be quiet and just do my thing, but the recent state of things brought me back to reddit, the lowest common denominator that is up. Is PP a scammer, a good fella or just a twit with enough free time to become the subject of memes and conspiracy theories?
I hear you about age. That first shot, when you realize for the first time that there is almost a psychedelic component, as your vision gets brighter and wavey and your legs and heart start to sing - totally different from ear ringing "helicopters" you get banging coke. Coke would have killed me, nearly puking on shots and still trembling from the last while setting up the next. I don't have the self control to do coke. I don't have self control with meth either, but doses are further apart, and the LD50 is higher, less chance of death. Besides, I had to pay for coke, meth and cat were essentially free, sell a few grams to a friend and you paid for your own.
Reading my post above, I said CrO2, but it was TRIoxide, CrO3. We never used permanganate. Not sure why, there was probably a reason, but cat was crap by comparison anyway, we rarely bothered. Nowadays I probably couldn't even handle it. I do MDMA a couple times a year, MDA every couple years, and acid four or five times a year (aside from microdosing every three days). Shit, I don't even smoke pot every day anymore. Somehow by attrition, drugs stopped being the focus. Now it is all about work, wife, grandkids and stuffing the retirement account as much as possible while I can still work.
At least we have cool memories, mate. And a retirement full of fishing trips and acid trips to look forward to. :)
[–]heapofjelly 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun - 5 months ago* (0 children)
I hate to join the cliché train, but for me it was meth. In the late 80s and early 90s, ephedrine was stupidly easy to get by the kg, there were "diet shops" selling all manner of "white cross" pills out the front door, and canisters of pure e out the back, so for a while, we had stupid amounts of crystal. Not even for sale, just for friends and ourselves.
It came to a head for me after a murder and the related investigation by state police got into my head. I had abso-fucking-lutely nothing to do with it, but I was questioned about it because I had been in the apartment less than an hour before it happened. It related to a fairly notorious bike club - not HA or Outlaws, but if I said the name, someone would certainly recognize it I had been hanging out with a few "hangers around" types. One of them lived with this insanely hot redhead I had a thing for, and they let me around because hey, free speed. I got to meet a guy who was in the club, he made meth, and I taught him how make cat by oxidizing rather than reducing (CrO2). Their whole social circle was completely different than anything I had been around before (me: computer geek with EFF and -cDc- stickers on my 286 laptop; them: Harleys and .45s. Yeah, you think bikers use chains and hammers, but not these guys...) So out of my comfort zone I go, cranked up on gogo and trolling for cute biker twat and excitement.
So I am in this apartment with like a dozen guys, someone starts to squabble, I leave when it starts to look like shit might happen. Maybe a fight at the most though. So the next day, my buddy tells me so-and-so stabbed then new guy and cops are looking for him. A few days later, we pop by that apartment, ignoring the black and yellow police tape on the door. The whole inside of the place looks like it has been destroyed, carpet is all cut up and the walls and refrigerator are covered with gray shit (fingerprint powder). Carpet around where it is torn has blood on it, presumably cops took it for evidence or something. One of the guys I was with starts cutting carpet up mumbling about a ritual - some of these guys were into black magic or some stupid thing - their group was into some pretty fucked up religion that had a racist component, something about how lighter skin is closer to god. Look, whatfuckingever, I just want to go balls deep in this girl, I didn't make a study of the asinine shit that some of them believed. So anyway, while we were there, cops came. I guess neighbors called them when they heard us. Two uniformed idiots. We were in a crime scene where we weren't supposed to be, and we were smoking weed. It was kinda funny - there was street parking directly im front of this second floor apartment, and it was snowing pretty hard, and instead of bothering to bust us for the pot, one of the cops just chucked our little porcelain bowl out the door. I guess the snow had obscured his view and he didn't remember the crowded street parking out front, because he threw it and turned back to face us and there was a loud BANG as it hit the window or door of a car and the surprised and embarrassed look on his face just accented how damned funny it was.
Anyway, so he had our IDs, and shortly after, the SBI questioned me, I guess they had a big investigation of this group in general and the murder was just one more part of it. I didn't know shit and they saw that, but the whole thing was like rubbing my face in the fact that I was just out of my league in this group. A few days or a week later, I was flying down snow covered mountain roads in the middle of the night with my headlights off, wired out of my mind on a three day binge, and sure they wee following me. I was parking on neighborhood side streets running through people's back yards, in the front of all night grocery stores and out the employee doors in the back, jumping off the loading dock and into bushes behind the store - all to get away from fucking nobody. I had long conversations with people who turned into rays of light and disappeared, hell, you guys know the drill. A shit ton of IV meth and days of no sleep or food will make a new (and lesser) man out of you.
A short time after that, I was on a payphone (thank you redbox, my trusty modded Radio Shack dialer) asking a friend in my home state to wire me a train ticket home. I left literally all my belongings including my car and started from scratch. This would be '92, I think.
Believe it or not, this isn't a stimulant post, unless you count thec150 mg armodafinil I took at about 6 this morning. It is just long and rambly because you asked for it, and it was fun for me to relive for a few minutes. Now I am going to join my wife in sleep. Tomorrow I have two early meetings and an AIX box to apply some fixes to, and I dislike screwing with AIX, so I need my sleep.
Monero is SO sexy.. by [deleted] in darknetmarkets
[–]heapofjelly 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun - 5 months ago (0 children)
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