I don't really care how other people think of me, as long as they fuck off and don't mess with me. I'm not super open about my political beliefs, although I impulsively want to be, and especially in school when obvious lies, omissions, and other leftist academia bullshit comes up I want to speak up and rant about how retarded and unrealistic the fairy tales they push on us are (They say God is some kind of imaginary sky man then talk about "60000 gajillion Jewish babies murdered by evil Whitey!").

Despite these facts, for the sake of preserving my initial statement, I try to lay low and stay out of shit. I will occasionally LARP as a cuckservative or tell half-truths (or straight-up lies) about my beliefs to preserve some sense of normalcy and avoid conflict, but it is getting VERY tiresome to hear increasingly autistic bullshit being spewed and increasingly toxic anti-White, anti-Western, and anti-Christian rhetoric thrown around on the daily, perfectly in the open. Not to mention the pushback even against mainstream conservatards/MAGApedes. A girl from my school recently became practically persona-non-grata for supporting Trump and saying BLM was bullshit. (Although, in many ways this is an unintended bonus; She and other like her will undoubtedly be exposed to and hopefully join Dissident circles such as this.)

This is not to mention the pervasiveness of cuckoldry and modern politics today (2016 and 2020 are much the same, with both years getting fucked over by cops shooting a shit-slinging gorilla) which makes keep up this vernier increasingly difficult, because as I get more radical and more fed up with society, society gets worse and worse. I also have to worry about college, a job, and other shit, already made difficult by the constant importation and idolization of non-whites, faggots, and other groups full mostly of trash who will get positions in both for free and with no effort while I bust my ass for even a chance at it.

The way I see it, my being a Zoomer is in some ways an advantage: Although I'm not prepared for a Civil War and won't be for at least a few years, I at least have plenty of time to plan my future in multiple ways and for multiple scenarios.