Yeah these and other experiences have ignited a chemical reaction in me if you will. I am going from prejudice, most but not at all to real disdain for blacks. I do not like these "people" at all, I have had my fill. I do not engage in really ugly slurs, but this one "blackie" nicely denotes the real hatred and contempt I harbor for these "people." Last night was a watershed moment for me.

I think one thing that may be missing from all this is just how insolent this "woman" was, not to mention her response to a customer being rightly unhappy was not to address the matter with any semblance of customer service but to 86 him. And again, it is by no means an isolated incident, but a variation on a theme I have been subjected to over and over again. It is over a small matter, a margerita pizza which I should not be eating anyway but it really touches on very important stuff, namely how we are forced to live our everyday lives because of "diversity values." and I am beyond exasperated with all of it.

I will freely engage anyone who plays the "but that's racist" copout, as I did with you. It needs to be addressed. People need to stop falling for it. In an anonymous setting, or where someone is financially independent. Go whole hog. Yeah, I am racist. So what? Or "Truth is racist." Hell, even saying, "Yeah I am racist, fuck black people, I am done with their shit" is wholly and completely justified, and indeed is probably what needs to happen on a macro scale in order for white people to get out of this crippled way of thinking where we treat them like children from the "Send Them to the Cornfield" bit from Twilight Zone. Below is a video from right-winger Devon Stack on that, if you are interested. In other settings, say "that is not going to work with me, you are not going to end the conversation with this conclusory conversation ender, anymore than you would say incarcerating many more men than women or prohibiting women from being in combat roles or in law enforcement is "sexist."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnuJz174H9s