Galatians 3:19-20 Why the law then? It was put in place for the sake of transgressions, being ordered through angels in the hand of a mediator. But a mediator is not of one, but God is one.

Galatians 5:2 If you get circumcised, Christ will be no benefit to you.

There is a mountain of evidence that the law is in fact the invention of Judahite elites and kings. And if it wasn't, then why is it condemned in Jeremiah?

Jeremiah 8:8 How can you say, "We are wise, and the Law (תורה) of The LORD" is with us? Look, truly the false pen of scribes works for falsehood.

Not to mention how even in the gospel of Matthew where James's corruptions have crept in and attempted to recast Jesus as upholding the law, it's very difficult not to see him as directly opposing it. "An eye for an eye was so the punishment didn't exceed the crime" doesn't work, because it specifically commands "You must show no pity". But Jesus says do not repay evil with evil. These contradictions are very famous and the church has to scramble to make up explanations for the problem to protect the sancitity of the Roman church's canon. But there is no way around it, much of the Bible is malicious forgery and has been used countless times to justify atrocious acts, including crucifying Christ. Now am I to obey that over his word? According to most the answer is yes, but if so then why accept him in the first place since you are at odds with what he says? Now if the Christians are to be believed we receive revelation not from men, but from God, and are to follow the spirit and not be bound by the letter. Otherwise I suggest you stop eating pork and wearing polyesther and observing redundant feast days and cultural practices of ancient Judea. That is a counterfeit law. In the real law "You shall not commit adultery, You shall not murder, You shall not steal, You shall not covet," and any other commandment, is summed up in this word: “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” Love does no wrong to a neighbor; therefore love is the fulfilling of the law. And when we inevitably fall short, we have been ransomed.

You have no evidence that demons cannot deceive you with false answers to prayers. It is extremely difficult to distinguish between a demon and God (and also yourself) because demons are exceptionally skilled at impersonation for the purpose of deceiving people. That's why you must test every spirit and every word.

Jesus says he is the light of life. Therefore do not be afraid of the dark, because you have the light of life. But I think more relevant is the fact that you do not understand Jesus, because if you did you would not ignore the of life part. The kingdom of God will not come by observation, and they cannot say, "Look, there it is!", because look, the kingdom of God is in your midst. But Satan does masquerade as an angel of light, quite possibly of a staircase or tunnel to "heaven". You yourself said that doubt and unbelief and falsity are what darkness means, so why do you apply that to the literal darkness of outside the "tunnel to heaven"? How do you even know that it is darkness? How do you know that behind you is not an even greater light that is not snatching you up? But even if it did appear as darkness to the eye, appearances can be deceiving. The Pharisees thought the messiah would come to conquer the world for Israel. They too misunderstood the true meaning.

Perhaps you are too afraid to step outside of orthodoxy because of your conditioning. Or perhaps it is the fear of social ostractization, rejection, and judgement. But you are blessed when the masses hate you, because that's exactly how the prophets were treated. Jesus and his disciples certainly weren't orthodox Pharisees and Sadducees. And when supposed brothers are doing such things to you, are they not the ones breaking the commandment? I warn you to avoid the modern church, as they have become a corrupt imposter just as every other institution (and not only the Roman church). Even in the late first century it was already corrupt, and forgeries such as 1 Timothy were appearing all over the place. And when corrupt humans control something, behind the scenes it is really archons pulling their strings.