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[–]PastorJohnny[S] 3 insightful - 3 fun3 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 3 fun -  (9 children)

[–]JasonCarswellMental Orgy 4 insightful - 4 fun4 insightful - 3 fun5 insightful - 4 fun -  (8 children)

Man you ramble. None of it is relevant to the OP. You've covered much of this all before too. And you revealed your name.

[–]PastorJohnny[S] 2 insightful - 3 fun2 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 3 fun -  (7 children)

thanks for listening.

next week, you can say that you listened to me before i died.

you can say that i was rambling and off topic.

dont bother telling anyone that you had nothing nice to say about a ninety minute rambing audio.

[thumbsup]

[–]JasonCarswellMental Orgy 3 insightful - 3 fun3 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 3 fun -  (6 children)

I quit listening in the middle.

If you die I won't know about it.

You're intelligent, but not half as intelligent as you think you are.

You have a good great voice, even with the accent.

[–]PastorJohnny[S] 3 insightful - 3 fun3 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 3 fun -  (5 children)

You have a great voice, even with the accent.

that is what some say. .

You're intelligent, but not half as intelligent as you think you are.

says you.

https://files.catbox.moe/bdmypa.mp3

[–]JasonCarswellMental Orgy 1 insightful - 3 fun1 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 3 fun -  (4 children)

I do say. It's obvious. You have issues. You confess them. In excessive detail. For why? They also reveal your flaws. I guarantee you I would not do much better. Every weekend when I get up to speak to several dozen to a couple thousand people I regret not doing better. But I do it because no one else will. And after yesterday's rally, I'm determined to just write it out thoughtfully so I can better present the ideas. Rambling casually or under pressure is not your or my strong suit. Edit and be clear.

I'm not listening again. And I won't finish the other either.

[–]PastorJohnny[S] 2 insightful - 3 fun2 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 3 fun -  (1 child)

i am living my very last days on this miserable rock, and i dont intend to edit my speak for you or anyone else.

when i am ready to leave this world, do you know how long it will take me to make my exit?

from start to finish, about fifteen minutes.

and then i have an eternity to sleep.

enjoy your rally.

[–]JasonCarswellMental Orgy 2 insightful - 3 fun2 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 3 fun -  (0 children)

Don't expect anyone to listen. You're just more noise in a universe of static. If it's really worth saying and getting noticed, tighten it up, edit it down, and get it out there. If you haven't already alienated everyone, it will get noticed, shared, repeated, and amplified if it's worthy.

How are you going to go? 15 minutes is too long. I want to exit instantly with zero suffering and 100% guarantee that nothing can go wrong and surviving in a worse state. If desperate I can resort to a swan dive off a 12 story building, however long that may last.

[–]PastorJohnny[S] 1 insightful - 3 fun1 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 3 fun -  (1 child)

when I get up to speak to several dozen to a couple thousand people

it wasnt long ago and someone asked me how big of a crowd that i thought i would feel comfortable speaking front of..

my answer: oh, i can comfortably speak to medium sized crowds, anything up to about ten or fifteen billion people and i am alright, but anything over that and my palms will start sweating.

do you have any time in your schedule to mentor me about this weakness of mine?

kindest of regards,

pingpong.

[–]JasonCarswellMental Orgy 1 insightful - 3 fun1 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 3 fun -  (0 children)

I still get nervous and always fuck it up. But it needs to be done and no one else is capable or willing. So I just do my best. Maybe I shouldn't worry about rushing through it. From now on I'll at least be making bullet point notes first, if I don't just write it all out.