Descent into Hell - "my partner is trans"

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[–]linda_senora 10 insightful - 1 fun10 insightful - 0 fun11 insightful - 1 fun -  (4 children)

It is wonderful that you managed to extricate yourself from those relationships.

If I may, when did you realize you were being used? What made you decide to up and leave?

[–]absoluteblasphemy 17 insightful - 1 fun17 insightful - 0 fun18 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

Thank you, honestly I just got lucky. I was deep in the trans stuff, even wondered if I should transition myself, played around with a male role because uhhh all the men around me thought they were women and I was on a considerable amount of drugs... It was basically like living in upside down world, and it was completely horrific.

People say the trans stuff is like a cult but I’m tempted to say that it’s worse than we even know with the way these people use sex and drugs and even occult magic. It’s as insane as it sounds, I knew people that wanted to summon demons, people that did blood letting rituals. Like what the hell.

No idea how I got out, even in all the chaos my mind had this penny drop moment that these people I was around, that claimed to be women, weren’t really acting like women, but they sure as hell were treating me like one. And a one they thought extremely little of, at that. I had an experience once of just being so strung out and dissociated I felt as though I was forced back into my body, forced to see the reality.

And I saw that in my effort to have a super cute queer uwu inclusive sparkle gender relationship I had fallen into the oldest trap a girl can and allowed cruel addicted men to warp my reality and abuse me physically and sexually.

It was very destructive, very painful, but it was an internal revelation. I wish I could speak to these women and reach them, but we are on different sides of the looking glass.

[–]our_team_is_winning 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

I knew people that wanted to summon demons, people that did blood letting rituals. Like what the hell.

You know, I saw the post about the app that "monitors" posts that offend TRA and they're calling it "Shinigami eyes" -- that's a Japanese death demon, literally that's what "shi" (death) and "kami" (god) together mean. I don't expect these anime-obsessed TRA to know anything about the history of Shinto outside of how it's used in anime, but there's that strange connection between TRA and demons again.

I wonder how widespread the connection is, or if it's no more common among TRA than it is among confused youth in general?

[–]absoluteblasphemy 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

They really called it that, of course they did. Now I’m not suggesting that all trans identified people are as bad as the particular crowd I fell into but there does seem to be running occult themes.

Like if I had a penny for every satanist trans catgirl I’ve seen on Reddit, I’d have a whole lot of pennies. I don’t know if people understand that we’re tapping into something very primal when we use occult symbolism and ritual like this. We’re not living in times where we understand it well.

And when I’m thinking about it how far away is SRS and the mythology surrounding the idea you can change sex from other ritual practices we’ve seen in humanity? Castration comes to mind.

I don’t have any good answers but I think the religiosity of the trans movement is something that is very clear even without stories like mine.

[–]MarkTwainiac 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

So glad you got out. I hope you share more about your experiences in/with the trans cultists. The world needs to know.