Descent into Hell - "my partner is trans"

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[–]absoluteblasphemy 20 insightful - 1 fun20 insightful - 0 fun21 insightful - 1 fun -  (10 children)

I’m not religious but reading this story the word “demonic” springs to mind. What breaks my heart and riles me is that this isn’t even an uncommon story for the women who are dating these trans identified men. Drug use in the community is shocking. Obviously it’s a very painful place to be in this level of denial, I wish I knew how to better reach people that you know... they don’t have to contort their own realities to please frankly, delusional, people.

Source? I used to date two “trans women” one was post op and I never touched that thing. It was nothing remotely resembling any human genitalia, it freaked me out and I’m bisexual LOL. The class most likely to date a trans. Guess I’m only into healthy human genitalia and not post surgical penises that somewhat resemble a vulva in nothing but appearance.

Both of these people are still engaged in heavy drug use, as I was too at the time, several years ago now.

[–]linda_senora 10 insightful - 1 fun10 insightful - 0 fun11 insightful - 1 fun -  (9 children)

It is wonderful that you managed to extricate yourself from those relationships.

If I may, when did you realize you were being used? What made you decide to up and leave?

[–]absoluteblasphemy 17 insightful - 1 fun17 insightful - 0 fun18 insightful - 1 fun -  (8 children)

Thank you, honestly I just got lucky. I was deep in the trans stuff, even wondered if I should transition myself, played around with a male role because uhhh all the men around me thought they were women and I was on a considerable amount of drugs... It was basically like living in upside down world, and it was completely horrific.

People say the trans stuff is like a cult but I’m tempted to say that it’s worse than we even know with the way these people use sex and drugs and even occult magic. It’s as insane as it sounds, I knew people that wanted to summon demons, people that did blood letting rituals. Like what the hell.

No idea how I got out, even in all the chaos my mind had this penny drop moment that these people I was around, that claimed to be women, weren’t really acting like women, but they sure as hell were treating me like one. And a one they thought extremely little of, at that. I had an experience once of just being so strung out and dissociated I felt as though I was forced back into my body, forced to see the reality.

And I saw that in my effort to have a super cute queer uwu inclusive sparkle gender relationship I had fallen into the oldest trap a girl can and allowed cruel addicted men to warp my reality and abuse me physically and sexually.

It was very destructive, very painful, but it was an internal revelation. I wish I could speak to these women and reach them, but we are on different sides of the looking glass.

[–]linda_senora 6 insightful - 1 fun6 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

I am speechless.

Getting out of that situation was the best thing you could have done for yourself. Another question, though...why whould anybody care about being in a queer inclusive relationship?

I don't see the point.

And once again, you are very lucky you escaped.

[–]lefterfield 6 insightful - 1 fun6 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

My guess as not-the-op would be that it's both seen as the trendy thing to do, and the thing that "good people" want to be part of. It seems like women are more sensitive to social pressure than men, especially on wanting to be a good person.

[–]absoluteblasphemy 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

You hit the nail on the head. They brainwashed with me “how to be a good ally” and just unequivocally accept trans people.

I’m a bisexual female who dated primarily women, so I’ve always been in the LGB alphabet community. Right now there’s a lot of pressure on women to accept this gender ideology and take the trans girl dick.

[–]our_team_is_winning 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

I knew people that wanted to summon demons, people that did blood letting rituals. Like what the hell.

You know, I saw the post about the app that "monitors" posts that offend TRA and they're calling it "Shinigami eyes" -- that's a Japanese death demon, literally that's what "shi" (death) and "kami" (god) together mean. I don't expect these anime-obsessed TRA to know anything about the history of Shinto outside of how it's used in anime, but there's that strange connection between TRA and demons again.

I wonder how widespread the connection is, or if it's no more common among TRA than it is among confused youth in general?

[–]BiologyIsReal 7 insightful - 2 fun7 insightful - 1 fun8 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

"Shinigami eyes" is a reference to the manga and anime Death Note, which is not related with trans issues at all. In the anime, the main character uses a shinigami's death note to kill criminals by writing down their actual names into it (a pseudonym won't do it). Certain characters gain shinigami's eyes because these eyes allow them to see people's actual names.

[–]absoluteblasphemy 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

They really called it that, of course they did. Now I’m not suggesting that all trans identified people are as bad as the particular crowd I fell into but there does seem to be running occult themes.

Like if I had a penny for every satanist trans catgirl I’ve seen on Reddit, I’d have a whole lot of pennies. I don’t know if people understand that we’re tapping into something very primal when we use occult symbolism and ritual like this. We’re not living in times where we understand it well.

And when I’m thinking about it how far away is SRS and the mythology surrounding the idea you can change sex from other ritual practices we’ve seen in humanity? Castration comes to mind.

I don’t have any good answers but I think the religiosity of the trans movement is something that is very clear even without stories like mine.

[–]MarkTwainiac 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

So glad you got out. I hope you share more about your experiences in/with the trans cultists. The world needs to know.