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"Gross and floral" ahhh this aesthetic is everything! I love it. Art-making is how I release my tensions and deepest feelings I can't vocalize or put to words, it sounds like that's maybe the case for you too.... suffering for art is requisite, of course.

I'm glad to hear you're happy! Even if I don't know you beyond this sub, I'd hope for the best and you seem like a lovely person. And coming from a place of lots of struggles all piled up, I truly feel for you and know how much that bit of peace can mean. It sounds like you've had a really hard life, just from that bit you've shared of yourself, and I'm just so sorry you had to struggle with all of that. It's beyond rotten, really. I revel and take pleasure in the small acts of life, too. Life isn't easy, and I'm by no means religious, but I used to think the saying that "life is suffering" was bleak and cruel, but at this very moment I can see a sort of beauty in that statement. Not meaning to be a downer or anything, but looking at life that way helps me 😊

bahahah being a pesky ghost would be sooo fun. Honestly. I like that you went with death lmao! Just goofing off and messing around, it's a noble ghostly venture!

[–]HouseplantWomen who disagree with QT are a different sex[S] 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I dig the way you look at things. It’s easy to get caught up in the huge terrible things out there or that happen to us, and it might be silly but the little pleasures are what life’s all about. I see a horse it’s a good day.

Idk about a lovely person but I try haha. You’re seem pretty cool yourself. Definitely an interesting person!

Honestly as miserable as things have been I’m so lucky. I got treatment and had support and have never been a shocking or unusual case. Never been so grateful for mediocrity haha. Being able to come out the other side intact is basically winning a lottery.

It’s definitely influenced the things I make though! A definite focus on motifs involving bodies, decay, reclamation of nature, and detachment from the self. Love surrealist landscapes and cronenberg style distortion of a human form. Classical ballet in particular really fucks with me. Graceful and gory and so many opposites meeting up in a human body.

Been dreaming up a quilted Frankenstein coat made from sashiko shapes but it’s gonna take another six months just to collect the scraps in the colourway planned. Gonna be all sorts of shades of green, brown and purple like the leaf layer under a tree.

I went for dead cause tbh being 100 sounds like a nightmare. I wanna go when my hands or mind get weak.

It’s pretty nice to imagine a bunch of grandkids and great grandkids though. Some parts of getting old seem like a blast.