I had a weird dream

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[–]HibikiBlackThe Easter Bunny 🐰 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (6 children)

You glitched into the backrooms apparently?

I don't know man, from what I gather is that your dream says that you feel lost in some way. (And horny too)

[–]Musky[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (5 children)

It's a common theme in my dreams. I believe it stems from moving around a lot as a kid. School was surreal. Different school districts teach different things at different times so my childhood was a blur of sitting around confused in the florescent hellscapes of classrooms not really knowing what's going on or what I should be doing.

Doctor's offices remind me of those classrooms.

[–]HibikiBlackThe Easter Bunny 🐰 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (4 children)

It could be a distorted memory. I myself have dreams of being caught up in a labyrinth, but it has a lot of significance.

There was a time in which MMORPGs were really popular in Latin America and I was part of a guild called Sunrise in the game Ragnarok Online. (It still remains one of my favorite videogames, if not the downright best videogame ever made)

A lot of the members over there were Venezuelans, but overall people all over Latin America were part of Sunrise. I used to befriend and had a rivalry with a girl called Marce.

Despite being close, we were rivals because we had different philosophies when it came to interacting with people. I myself believed that in order for people to become friends they would have to become the ideal person of who they want to be or try really hard to become that ideal, when they meet each other and develop a sense of loyalty with each other, can they become friends.

She thought of relationships as mere power play, that all relationships are based on the idea of having influence over others. I found it hard to believe because to me Marce was like one of the nicest persons I've ever met. I think she hated me because I was too straightforward and honest like to give a fuck about people's opinions in contrast to her. And I think we were actually very similar despite having opposite personalities.

She and I lasted the most in Sunrise together, but I eventually lost contact with her too. I remember that in order to brood for her loss, I would spend hours and hours in a dungeon called The Labyrinth that had one of the best designs in the game in which you could find the Baphomet demon. (A reference to the Minotaur legend)

I'm sure I have dreams of the labyrinth because I spiritually, never truly left, and I'm still searching for Marce in the labyrinth.

Maybe you are also looking for something you lost back then?

[–]Musky[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

Maybe you are also looking for something you lost back then?

I did lose 8% of my portfolio in the last few days, maybe those represented the perfect investment titties of capitalism.

💰💰

u/LarrySwinger2 has a similar story about a group of people he lost touch with.

Which reminds me of this song.

Let me tell you about heartache and the loss of God
wandering wandering in hopeless night

[–]HibikiBlackThe Easter Bunny 🐰 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I do believe that the pain has made me closer to God I think. I'm sure I'll find her eventually.

[–]LarrySwinger2 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

It wasn't a group of people, but rather individual friends which I lost one after the other. In the last two years, five friendships have ended, all of which were about five years in duration. Separate from this there are friend groups which I simply grew apart from. I was unable to show any of my friends that Covid was a psy-op and this was mostly an issue for me. A friendship feels superficial for me if we can't even agree about something so fundamental, so I retreat. There was only one friendship that explicitly ended because we had a fight about lockdowns. The other four individual friendships ended for unrelated reasons.

Which is not to say I'm lonely, by the way. I made other friends, both offline and online, and this is never a problem for me because I socialize easily.