Nearly 20 years ago I had a drug problem. His writing reminds me of what I thought then. That people were following me, spying on me, out to get me. It was mostly just a delusion but it seemed completely real.

Why would anyone follow around an overweight unemployed young person? Why would total strangers zap him with microwaves. How would so many people, including priests, be involved in a conspiracy for no other reason than just to mess with him?

They could be following around a hot chick or someone with sensitive information or someone important. Why would they ever choose Op.

It makes no sense although I know how Op feels, been there myself. Luckily mine ended when I got off drugs, best he can do is see a psychiatrist and get on some antipsychotics, and those are awful, nasty drugs.