a)we are close to the same age. your psychological assessment is typical. to shatter that initial reaction: i am not atheist. deal with that however you want.

b)ive had MANY miracles happen in my life. none had anything to do with nonsense organized religion/christianity.

c)there will be no consequences to live with, realizing how stupid believing in a nonsense book is. im very happy!

d)im glad something works for you. there are fully functioning scientologists, mormons, muslims, tony robbins people, and all followers of a dumb thing. i dont hate any of you, i just shake my head at how you cant figure out something so blatantly retarded. if it works for you-GREAT. but you people frequently fuck it up for the rest of us. thats the problem.

this is not a tantrum, just a reaction to something that is WAY more bad than good. maybe youll figure it out eventually, maybe not. but how you havent is mindblowing to me.