I actually feel much better. I was very conflicted about not just immediately deleting it when they banned so many subs in the first wave and purposely left up porn subs and hateful fetish subs, etc, especially content targeted at hating women/women’s lib.

It was the first time I had been able to speak to lesbians, just lesbians, in YEARS. I was willing to stick around until we got banned when I saw how many young lesbians were on there, getting horseshit from the TQ+ (I consider the real LGBs who abandon homosexuality and same-sex attraction to be honorary TQs because they sit back when we are attacked), with nowhere to go and no one to talk to about simply being lesbians. That is heartbreaking.

Lots of us used to have gay and lesbian elders, like big brothers and sisters, who supported us when our families and friends didn’t. It seems like this generation doesn’t have that, just a bunch of people yelling “what about meeeeeeeeeeee, your identity invalidates mine and you’re wrong” whenever they try to speak out their experiences as lesbians. Brutal. It’s the real reason for a lesbian-only space. We had lots of teens and early 20s who were from homophobic places or families and were lonely, and go online to see a pile of identities and some very unhealthy stuff in “lesbian” subs. True lesbians was downright wholesome.

EDIT: LOL, and to answer your actual question. I’m going to do some art and interior design, and social distance visit with friends. I’ve also been reading a lot. Going for really long walks and “exploring” the city. Looking for beautiful stuff.