I make friends very easily but I have a hard time keeping them cause I move (to different cities) so much. I’m still in contact with some through internet but you know, they have a life going on so do I, we don’t have time to online chat all that much. I feel like I can make “friends” with most people very quickly but they rarely end up becoming real friends. Not that they are fake or I am fake, is just that most of the time we don’t become very close and confidents, which is normal. Speaking of close friends I made myself I rule, I can only have male close friends cause females always give me too much problem, I think I might be too needy so whenever a woman deeply care about me I end up in love with them, i don’t have self control and they are straight all the fucking time lol. I think that is what makes me feel very jealous and suspicious of the female friends of all girlfriends I had so far. I can‘t help but assume they will end up in love with their female friends, it’s probably projection. I’m not a controlling freak of course (most of the times I kept it all to myself, in the intention of not being controlling, which also wasn’t a good decision), but I can’t help feeling insecure about it. Does anyone else feel this, or something similar? Since most people, men and women, tend to befriend their own sex, is it harder for same sex couples not to feel jealous of their partner’s same sex friends? Or am I too jealous :/