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When I finally realized I actually was gay, I was ecstatic.

I've been on this roller-coaster. You go up, you go down, you go left, you go right. But, if you don't step off the ride, you'll go up, you'll go down, you'll go left, you'll go right. Ad nauseam.

Go on your date, goddammit. You need more external information, you're stuck in a loop of thoughts that are feeding into each other. Nothing is coming from it. You're not going to logically deduce jack shit from staying inside your own head about this.