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[–]VioletRemiCat, homosexual one 8 insightful - 1 fun8 insightful - 0 fun9 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I was always looking at women, since kindergarden. I was even flirting with girls, never looking at boys. What is homosexuality was unknown here, and I never knew that woman can be with woman. However, society was forcing me into marriage, so I ended up married for 3 years right before I hit 18. In marriage I always was finding it to be unpleasant (and husband was very good person, maybe he is the best man I know), it always felt wrong, like something is off, and sex was always boring no matter how much he tried. I thought I was asexual or frigid. However, after divorce, when I was a student and was living in dormitory in 2-women room, we had only one big 2-place bed. And I felt myself hot when was sleeping in one bed with her - such never happened with ex-husband. And sniffing her amazing scent made me desire her, and then one night we kissed, and it felt right (and later we tried sex together and it felt even more right). That was when I was around 20-21 years old or so.