I'm gonna be gone for 2 weeks

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hahha you flew too close to the sun and got burned. I like this whole reciprocity thing, let's not make the arrangement lopsided. you must be a pretty epic salesman in another universe. they do hate that word, that and "fat".

thanks for offering to talk to my sister (I think?) but she's a cunt, I have nothing pleasant or positive to say.

Is true, I am even angrier otherwise.

I know it, here too, but I still don't buy this as a sane lifestyle choice. This is pure western medicine, treating the symptoms only. And if you are straight up never sober ever, you aren't processing emotions correctly. Eventually you aren't even high anymore, you are sober again, your sober is everyone elses high. Then wtf? Where is the escape and brain vacation? I'm sure as shit not smoking any more salvia.

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thanks for offering to talk to my sister (I think?)

I was joking. I wouldn't think anybody would let me talk to their womanly relations willingly. Next thing you know she'll be wearing a collar and moving to my island compound.

if you are straight up never sober ever

🤔 Hmmm, have to think about if I am ever sober. It's been a couple years since I was drunk all the time, and I wasn't toking because I don't know anyone rn, but with Delta 8 available at the shops, I keep one of those carts around. That stuff is handy.

But meh, engines need oil to run. Running my brain without proper lubrication is contraindicated by the user manual.

I just got kratom again. I had been off that since Nov 4th. I always try to wait between bags as long as I can for my tolerance's sake but I don't normally make months. Just had been relatively pain free. No idea why but it was nice. Anyways, using that for pain is still like being high at the time.

you aren't processing emotions correctly

How so? I don't think I process emotions ever at all, they just are. I can't internalize them. Like if I get mad it's best I just fucking let it out immediately, otherwise it'll build and explode worse.

Eventually you aren't even high anymore, you are sober again, your sober is everyone elses hig

Yeah, you fuck up your reward pathways. They recover mostly eventually if you stop. I was just reading that even ciggs fall into this. That smokers are less productive for similar reasons to other addicts.

I'm sure as shit not smoking any more salvia.

You did a lot of that? That stuff makes me itch like crazy. I only ever bought one baggie of the stuff. Didn't realize it messes with you like other hallucinogens.

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Cool I've never heard of Delta 8 before. Weed technology is moving fast. Kratom is a great idea too, I should get some. I had it once and it was mild and pleasant.

How so? I don't think I process emotions ever at all, they just are.

I donno, something about the reward pathways like you mentioned. If I am high high, I will be interpreting everything as a watered down version of itself. The lows won't be so low, the blahs not no blah. My version of reality is tainted and subjective. And then what happens when you're out? Total meltdown shitshow. The real anger has been stuffed, but now that you're sober it's coming out.

Like if I get mad it's best I just fucking let it out immediately, otherwise it'll build and explode worse.

That sounds nice. Maybe I can get better at that.

You did a lot of that?

Maybe 10 or 20 times. Yeah if you get the black power super concentrate you trip balls. But the trip is not entirely pleasant because you're there and back all within like 2 minutes. The mild leafy stuff is just like a poor man's weed high that always gave me a headache.

Well back to the gin for now. hahaa.