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[–]Vulptex[S] 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun -  (5 children)

You’re the only one who can make that “unbelievable” turn. It’s easier than you think and you’re more in control than you give yourself credit.

If that were true, the world would be a whole lot different. I can't control anything about my reality thanks to the matrix, which clearly hates me for some reason.

you naysay every single bit of advice anyone gives you

Because it doesn't work. I'm not dealing with the usual. Most of it is my brain literally being wired for misery.

What do you expect/want us to say?

It's hopeless. I'm desperately looking for a way out, even when I know there isn't one.

What did I do for this to happen to me?

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    [–]Vulptex[S] 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun -  (3 children)

    Why not live in denial and “fake it til you make it?”

    That's how most people cope. But the blue pills don't work on me.

    But how would you know what happiness feels like if you’ve never felt pain?

    Doesn't mean pain needs to consume me.

    If you’d deny yourself happiness

    I don't, it's withheld from me.

    why can’t you deny the pain of existence?

    Again, the blue pills don't work on me. Well actually they work really well, because the matrix completely controls me, but you know what I mean, I can't deny reality like some people.

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      [–]Vulptex[S] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

      I need my brain fixed (which is probably impossible).