I think another part of this is that I often see negative aspects of authoritarian ideologies, it leaves me skeptical about any ideology that has this aspect. At the same time, I'd have to say that it isn't the authoritarianism itself that I object to - I object to bad authority, and I've seen plenty of bad authority. However, I have no objection to a theoretical perfect (or even good enough) authority, so I realize this is a bias more than a real philosophical objection

You've represented your ideology in a compelling and thoughtful manner, enough that I am curious to check out some of these materials and get a better idea about the fascist school of thought.

I appreciate the intellectually stimulating conversation about these ideas