I’ll get invited to a bathhouse or an underwear party and have to say no because chest scars would out me and I wouldn’t be wanted there.

Is this... self-awareness? I can't believe it!

I’ll get invited to a club/dance event and might go but see that the whole thing is incredibly penis-focused and realize again that no one would want me there if they knew I was trans.

So far, so good!

I have a crazy body

Press X to doubt.

I’ve tested it out by making a profile that’s exactly the same as my usual profile only not stating I’m FTM, body pics and all, and the difference in interest is ridiculous.

I'll have to press X on this one again.

Why? She herself admitted to having pretty visible mastectomy scars.

This alone already makes her very easy to clock.

The only guys I can hook up with are gay guys with a one-time gross chaser fantasy or bisexual men that I suspect are cheating on their wives. I basically have to give up on any morals and standards to get laid.

I got some news for you: these fetishists are not gay in the same way GAMPs aren't straight.

These are fetishists who fixate on the idea of a "male vagina" in the same way GAMPs fixate on the idea of a "female penis". They only see you as an object, nothing more.

I don’t disclose being trans on dating app profiles since I occasionally encounter people I know on there, so I wait until after the first date, and I have a 100% rejection rate after disclosing.

We got a contradiction here: this person claimed to not "go stealth" on dating apps previously. Either she lied or a good portion of this is bullshit.

I’m going to be in my mid 30s soon

The magical age HRT starts doing it's magic!

By "magic" I mean "completely fucking up people".

I hope this person's got a hypersectomy, otherwise things will get pretty ugly from now on. See Buck Angel for more details on this little chestnut.

I feel doomed to be lonely and alone in gay spaces for the rest of my life because I’m done transitioning so it’s not like I can say “oh things will get better further in transition, I just have to wait it out.” I’m exhausted.

Yeah, It's all downhill from here.

The FtMs who go for the "soft boo uwu" aesthetic start to look really bad from this age forward.

She does only have two options here: either bulk up and risk the Buck Angel effect even earlier than expected or go for the drug addict look, which is just sad.

Also, even though the level of delusion in the comments is pretty low, it's still pretty interesting to see how much an average FtMs is clueless about gay culture:

"Oh no, they think way too much about dick!"

"Oh no, they think too much about sex!"

"Oh no, they don't like to hang around annoying Aideens"

Did these people only learn about gay culture on Netflix series and Yaoi?