I mean, you'd think that coming to that realization would snap this poor girl out of it - she's basically so close to understanding that she'll never be an actual man but somehow just comes to the conclusion that her life is shitty because she wasn't born a man. I wish there was some way to break through to someone like this, and tell them that they do have a childhood, they do have memories, they can have children and tell them about the first time they fell in love with another woman... I get that sometimes accepting yourself is hard, especially as a teen, but it doesn't have to be this way. How can she not see that going on hormones and trying to live life as a man instead of as a lesbian woman is going to bring her nothing but more pain?

I await with great anxiety the stories that will be told a decade from now.