Like the poster above me said, please work on getting financially independent. If you're in the US, then you're either one or two years away from college/adulthood. Plan to go somewhere where you'll have a better chance at meeting other lesbians. Get a degree or go into a career field that will put food on the table and keep a roof over your head. It is isolating now because yes, this is the time where a lot of heterosexual girls are boy crazy, but maybe finding fun hobbies or activities might help you feel less isolated. Connect with others while doing a shared activity so maybe it'll lessen the opportunity for boy talk. I know that's probably difficult now too with everything going on with coronavirus. Just know that once you're an adult, your life can be what you make it and there are a lot of women out there just like you.

Also, you are normal. You're not weird or abnormal because you're SSA.