I'm mainly looking to vent a little, but also open to any advice anyone wants to throw at me.

I've got multiple great men in my life who I enjoy time with, and have developed slight crushes on a few of them. Funnily enough, all three are unavailable to me for entirely different reasons. Cliche first, yes, I have developed feelings for a straight guy. I hate that I let myself do it, but think I've been able to maintain a good friendship without allowing any other feelings to become too torturous. I will admit, however, that occasional thoughts pop up in my mind that he might be bisexual. After any real thinking, though, I know that it is just the fact that I'm one of his few good friends in the area, as he has had a rough move to our state and does not like it nearly as much as his old home. I do appreciate the fact that I'm able to help him enjoy this place just a little more than he might otherwise.

Guy number two is dating another guy. I met him a couple years ago and tried to hint to him unsuccessfully, then fell out of contact for a while. Not long after my failed attempts to hang out with him privately, he got a boyfriend and has been with him ever since, seemingly happily. I started having more contact with him these last few months purely professionally, but even just work has been enjoyable with him.

The third and final is the one guy I can actually have sexy fun with, but he lives way too far away to actually do anything long term with. It's a very long drive and there are no good transit options to connect us, so one meetup every two months is difficult to organize, and that may decrease in frequency as time goes on. I suppose this one is less of a crush and more of me just wishing I had easier access to a FWB. He is in a non-manogamous relationship and I like spending time with the others in it as well. This guy is just the most exploratory in the household.

And that's my annoying (lack of) love life at the moment. Just a rant, nothing serious. At least it'll be a somewhat relevant post on this sub. I at least hope it can help spark discussion of some kind