There have been times in my life when I was scared I was going to die and then felt foolish afterwards

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[–]hennaojichan 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (9 children)

Muskie, just one word: Alprazolam2mg.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (5 children)

I was on clonazepam for 10 years before my doctor cold turkeyed me off it. Half my body went numb (brain damage) and I have 3 missing months (more brain damage). Gaba drugs are sons of bitches. Alcohol is one too.

Imo beta blockers work way better for anxiety anyhow.

I just feel awful.

[–]hennaojichan 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (4 children)

When GHB was legal, I made my own from kits I bought from Canada. I quit booze for three years plus and went to the gym at least four days a week and slept well with no aid. Then Big-Pharma realized it was a wonder drug and cut it off with worldwide over-the-top penalties. Now I am a wreck, go to the gym once a week or so and require meds to sleep.

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I'm feeling the music again. https://saidit.net/s/MusicVideos/comments/7k16/madonna_like_a_prayer_official_music_video/ i liked that you called it herbal.... Something. I think correctly postulating that the narcotic effects of kratom have some ... Effects.

[–]NodeThis is my flair. There are many like it, but this one is mine. 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

How are you getting narcotic effects? I find it quite energizing at about half a tablespoon.

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Gotta get the right strains. I'll usually do 4 way split kilos so at least one of the four (hopefully more) has a pain relieving effect. It's useless to me otherwise. It's a natural product so sometimes shit happens ya know.

I also take about 10g at a time.

[–]hennaojichan 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Late reply: I've never tried it because it is illegal here and the sellers will not ship.

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I don't think people are supposed to feel like this. Nobody else seems to have this.

[–]hennaojichan 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

Yes, I think the poster is outside the normal range. I prescribe 20 mg of oxycontin and 1mg of alprazolam per day or more as needed.

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I was in the ICU, and I been thinking of that because I felt better then than I do now. They have awesome beds. There's little servo motors that whirl. It changes the pressure points so you can semi comfortably lie in a bed for days at a time.

Honestly rn I'd think hydromorphone would make more sense than oxy. If wishes were horses! I got kratom.