Since age 17 this is the longest Ive ever been without it—two years. They have a hospice in Thailand that gives prescriptions for the good stuff and you don't have to be terminal. As soon as they settle on the immigration laws, I'll be there. Of course, you can't bring it back with you to this place. All my life I've had visions of this time in life. We all pull the wheelchairs up close and pass around the doobies on one of those radio antennas with a clip on it. Not that I need a wheelchair mind you but it's part of the fantasy. Oh, nurse, could you give me another one of those shots? My back is acting up again.