I think during my teenage years I didn’t also much care for being feminine, perhaps I wasn’t a total tomboy but I disliked dresses (it kind of reversed recently), I still don’t wear make up because I don’t like it. I also don’t care about fashion and like games except I’d never watch porn because that’s disgusting to me. Most of my close friends are male too, over the years I started to have better relations with girls too. I also never wanted to me a man. I think due to that I was luckily to be against some nonsense, even in my years where I’d support the cursed “trans rights”.

Makes me wonder if the majority of girls being tricked into this is only motivated by “justice for the oppressed”, self-hate or the fact they never met MtF. Because now as I think, the only trans people I met were all girls turned FtM or NB, had I met any trans woman I’d be much more disgusted. It’s not so outrageous nowadays in Western culture for a woman to dress in a masculine way while it’s worse when a man attempts to be feminine and MtFs are often the worst degenerates.

I never had a yaoi phase but knew some who did and I wonder, is it a thing because some girls and women are told the hetero relationships will have them in worse position? As in submissive to men, being subjected to sexism, etc.? So that they fantasize it’s better to be a gay man and that gay pairs are idealized, more woke, prettier etc.? That’s definitely a weird trend. My own ideas is that it’s something that contributes to becoming trans, as well as self-worth issues, trauma, social contagions and toxic families.