Yeah my hope is that by being at least more open about it without shame some will realize it for what is a weird sexual fetish or obsession instead of trying to "legitimize it" through the trans movement. It is even more annoying some might even view my comments as being some secret egg that needs to be cracked.

Personally it's not really an obsession it's just sometimes I want to be GNC and see myself this way. I like being a guy though 90% of the time and I am happy with who I am. A ton of stuff I am happy I don't have to deal with that women do have to.

I honestly think it only developed due to being insecure about being bi which is why in large for me unlike say a lot of people that fantasize about being a lesbian for me it's more being a straight woman. There is also the desire of wanting to be with say a dude I care about but it still being kinda socially iffy for me to do so and if I was a woman I wouldn't have to worry about that. Honestly that line of thinking is how many LGB individuals are being gaslighted into life altering stuff.

Regardless I think society has to come to that reckoning and I hope it's not because of tons of detrans people who have had their lives ruined due to medical malpractice. You can't change biological sex we don't live in some super advanced sci fi world there are many limitations on what we can do with the human body. Personally I am someone who can find say men who try to be very feminine and women masculine attractive but I can't lie in both cases the reasons why they are attractive to me is not the same reason why a typical woman or man would be attractive. Injecting hormones is not giving you a cyberpunk redo of your body.

In large I don't like know the bad stigma associated with the term though I do understand why.