Alright. In my (very very uninformed) opinion, if I had to guess what you might be based on this post, I'd say you're probably bi. You mentioned in the post that you've crushed on both men and women in the past. The "comp het" as described in the LBL doc is a steaming load of bullshit. Societal pressure cannot force attraction. If you get crushes dudes, that's entirely you. It's not unusual for women who are into guys to get a bit nervous at the thought of taking things further with them, due to fear of being vulnerable, not wanting to be seen as a sex object, etc. The good thing is that contrary to what an unfortunate number lesbians say, there is nothing wrong with being bisexual. Being into dudes doesn't make you less of a person.

That is, if that's what you are. But that's something only you can figure out, internet randos reading a reddit post can only take a guess at it. It's also not necessarily very productive to get caught up on labels anyway. Love is love, after all.