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[–]In-the-clouds[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (19 children)

I believe there are no coincidences, but there is a meaning for everything.

[–]Vulptex 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (18 children)

Can you help explain what the fuck is going on with me and cqtz?

[–]In-the-clouds[S] 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun -  (17 children)

cqtz

A "self-described attention seeker" that engages in discussions with "relatively hateful content", especially regarding sexual preferences, likes dragon artwork. But how can you tell if a dragon is male or female? It is also challenging to determine if a snake is male or female.

You can look at a lion and clearly see it is male by its mane. Jesus returns as a lion.

[–]Vulptex 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (16 children)

A "self-described attention seeker" that engages in discussions with "relatively hateful content", especially regarding sexual preferences

Oh, that's rdrama.net. It's a joke site. I also don't recall her saying anything about sexual preferences.

Where was the dragon artwork at?

As for the rest, I don't understand what you're trying to say.

[–]In-the-clouds[S] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (15 children)

You should know more about cqtz than me. But I tried to answer your question anyway, and included some ideas to provoke thought.

The dragon artwork is a flag.... cqtz is the moderator of that sub.

[–]Vulptex 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (14 children)

Okay that's a really huge stretch. So just because she's a mod of /s/flags, every single flag in the world says something about her? You can just go and pick any random flag and it says something about her?

Regardless, you're being very vague and cryptic. I can't tell what you're getting at. The way I read it is you're hinting that cqtz is the devil in disguise, but I doubt that's your intent.

[–]In-the-clouds[S] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (13 children)

[–]Vulptex 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (10 children)

Can you tell me what you're trying to imply?

[–]In-the-clouds[S] 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun -  (9 children)

I said what I wanted to share and am not judging anyone. I responded to your question about your relationship to ctqz and by that I hoped you would see I was making an effort to be friendly. But I know no more about ctqz than you.

[–]Vulptex 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (8 children)

I wonder if God had me meet cqtz to show that he hates me, and that trying is futile.

10 Not only that, but Rebekah’s children were conceived at the same time by our father Isaac. 11 Yet, before the twins were born or had done anything good or bad—in order that God’s purpose in election might stand: 12 not by works but by him who calls—she was told, “The older will serve the younger.” 13 Just as it is written: “Jacob (cqtz) I loved, but Esau (Vulptex) I hated.”

14 What then shall we say? Is God unjust? Not at all! 15 For he says to Moses,

“I will have mercy on whom I have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion.”

16 It does not, therefore, depend on human desire or effort, but on God’s mercy. 17 For Scripture says to Pharaoh: “I raised you up for this very purpose, that I might display my power in you and that my name might be proclaimed in all the earth.” 18 Therefore God has mercy on whom he wants to have mercy, and he hardens whom he wants to harden.

19 One of you will say to me: “Then why does God still blame us? For who is able to resist his will?” 20 But who are you, a human being, to talk back to God? “Shall what is formed say to the one who formed it, ‘Why did you make me like this?’” 21 Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for special purposes and some for common use?

22 What if God, although choosing to show his wrath and make his power known, bore with great patience the objects of his wrath—prepared for destruction? 23 What if he did this to make the riches of his glory known to the objects of his mercy, whom he prepared in advance for glory?

If you don't know the lore, I am an autistic gender-dysphoric male with a ton of mental illnesses and depression and ZERO talent. cqtz has so much in common with me that we could be identical twins, only she's female and (to my knowledge) doesn't have all those mental health problems, and is insanely, INSANELY talented in every field. She's also nicer and a better person than me. That tells me either God doesn't love me and wants me to know that, or someone else is in control who wants me to think God hates me. I don't know what to think, in my opinion it's clearly orchestrated and I keep "coincidentally" running into her in a bunch of places even though we've tried to stay one-on-one since the first time it happened. Does God hate me? Am I utterly worthless and my life not worth living? I'm not allowed to lucid dream or even daydream for a little relief, that's how meticulous this attack on me is. And everyone is against me and gaslighting me and constantly excluding me even though they won't admit to me that I am a total piece of shit.

I would be thrilled to die. There's no person I despise and want to see die more than me. And we could all finally have peace.

[–]cqtz 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

Did you, or did you not, like this flag?

Sure, why not? I don't see anything about sexual preferences though. /u/Vulptex, I don't know what he's talking about either.

[–]In-the-clouds[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I don't see anything about sexual preferences

You don't see what? Were you looking to see something about your own desires? You don't have to answer that. My original post here had nothing to do with you: /u/Vulptex or /u/cqtz, but it was about COVID-19 and a possible relationship to Artificial Intelligence.