I lost 10+ years of my life due to my blind faith in scientism and the "anti"-depressant poisons of Big Pharma. After starting, though my next appointment was in 4 months, within 3 months I tried to kill myself. After 4.5 years of diminishing faith in their random non-science I just went cold turkey and slowly crawled out of that pit of despair. I'm now 90% back to mentally "normal" with lots of new bad habits, poverty, and obesity where before I was fit as fuck, with my dream girl, directing in an animation studio, going to Burning Man every year, etc.