I had a similar experience with shrooms where I was dealing with trauma of being abused as a child through my teens years. Well I got out of that abusive household in high school but the trauma stood and I found shrooms through some friends and on Halloween his parents were out of town. We took the shrooms and about two hours later I was realizing a lot about the relationship between me and my mother and how much the divorce had fucked the whole family up and changed everyone. I started crying hysterically because I realized how much my mother still loved me and how wrong I was. I texted her immediately and told her how much I love her and I wanted this nightmare to end and she agreed wholeheartedly and we saw each other the next day, and ever since then she has had my back at the worst of times and I continue to still have the same mindset I did the day I took shrooms, I still see that perspective as clear as day. I dont think I'd be alive if it weren't for her because everybody else had given up on me when she hadn't. Sorry for the rant.