63 years old now and from my very earliest memories as a young kid what I remember is anger and punishment. Belt beatings and screaming and anger and punished at grade school. Problem? All that just made me harder and meaner and full of hate and resentment like kicking a dog every day pretty soon that dog will bite you just for getting close to it. Got bad enough that I was banned from elementary school so parents put me in an inpatient child psychiatric ward downtown Cincinnati and the anger continued just more strangers. Banned and stuck in what they "the quiet room" and many times with forced stabby shot in my ass. I was simply not big and strong enough to fight back against grown adults until one day around age 12 I was. And wow did I fight back and used some handy weapons of objects lay about at hand to do so and hurt some of the mean staff quite badly and upon hurting them I did not stop. Smashed them with a psychotic fury which just proved their point that I belonged in an adult psych ward for life. I became uncontrollable to adults. Pure luck for me my father transferred to Seattle where I was released at 8th grade into a public school and nothing but anger and fights and getting expelled and the swatting board threat until the day I grabbed the swat board in my own hand and attacked the VP in his small office. Whacked him in the head repeatedly like swinging a baseball bat. I remained on that route to state prison at 18 for 2 five years stretches back to back. After a few found I can and will fight viciously no one tried to fuck with me or punish me any further. Got out and left that state and moved to CA to begin a new life and started calming down with and having kids and wife had a personality of a religious punisher I found out to my shock and she just got worse year after year and until we both hated each other. Now mostly retired divorced grandpa of 7 and doing quite excellent and no one on earth tries to scream at me or punish me but this story of the kid punished for what he could not have a damn thing to do with rang a bell with me. Thanks for the read.