work on liking yourself

woman like confidence, want to be with someone already enjoying life

read the Power of Now

or Abraham-Hicks material

the 'God' you rail against is most likely the parental authoritarian god archetype ..

God is everything.. God is you .. you are God .. all is part of the same show

silence the mind the truth becomes apparent

the mind will never shut the fuck up because it is scared it will die

i only found out after i saw life was shit, the satanic assholes rule the world, and i figured death was better

my mind got silent

peace, love, joy anchor a happy life

love those you can, make peace with those you can't, and be joyful that all is well