I'd like to try Kratom too. Just to see. Doubt I could do more if I wanted to due to budget.

Ketamine is known as the Wall Street lunch hour vacation because they do so much high energy cocaine they can take 45 minutes to an hour to chill the fuck down and be back operational without skipping a beat. To the K-hole and back. The long-term effects are only regarding your moods. That doesn't make you impervious to bad things in your life, but if you're bipolar or chronic depressive it can certainly help.

Big Pharma has no patent nor profit from it. It's safer than other anesthetics but not profitable, so they risk lives for their alternatives.

Obsessive use of ketamine will develop health problems. For some reason chronic use in only men will eat up your bladder. It will scar your bladder until all you can do is piss a teaspoon at a time, all the time, all day long. It's a problem and then you die. Those people have deeper addiction issues and/or a chemical trigger and are still willing to do that.

Ket from Mexico and Canada is usually A+.