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[–]deliveredaspromised 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

I wrote an Erowid experience report about my experience with serotonin syndrome. alpha-Methyltryptamine and 6-APB. The most fear I've ever experienced in my life occurred that night.

My life has been defined by severe anxiety ever since then. After going through three hospitalizations within a week (all drug-related, starting with the combo), inpatient rehab, two weeks in the psych ward, months of outpatient rehab and panic disorder, failed counseling sessions, a bit less than year of probation, group therapy, and a year of hard labor, it feels good to come out on top of things.

I'm cracking open another cold one for you guys. Fuck sobriety! Sobriety can suck my dick.

[–]samwhiskeyMethod of Destruction[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

wow man! glad things worked out but that sounds like it sucked. Also good to see you here.

[–]deliveredaspromised 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Sometimes you have to suck life's dick before it starts sucking yours.

Glad to see you all, too.