Oh my sweet summer child. You and your burgeoning understanding of the truth regarding how biology, sex and gender are social constructs is deeply troubling. Its simple to understand the concept of non binary genders and gender fluidity. To feel like a woman means to fall into a Femanine like state of being at one with your inner Femme. and to be masculine means to be toxic and wrong. Now its not as Black and white as I am making it out to be because there is very much a big spectrum of Femme and masc that you can fall on at any given time of any given day. For example I am feeling quite femme today so I wore high heels and a miniskirt to work However I am also feeling quite masc as well so I didn't shave my beard and im letting my balls hang freely with no underwear and keep interrupting people (especially cis women) when they talk. However other days I feel only femme and I start randomly crying for no reason causing the mascara to run down my face until my boss is forced to send me home due to my hormones being out of whack from all the estradiol I take. Yesterday I was feeling very masc so I wore a white wife beater and interrupted all the women while sitting with my legs splayed wide open on public transit. I hope I have helped you better your understanding of non binary and gender fluidity.