Like I was very, very seriously going to ask "is this my sister?" or "is this my grandmother?" because my mind was just made unfit by being badly conditioned for years.

I think the reason rape (which is not something I've done) is seen as so bad is because the rapist violates fate, it's INSANE to think of a male who isn't a winner getting pussy, your entire life is currently determined without you getting intimate with a girl at all. Same as william james sidis. You would start to question your entire past and identity if you had consentual sex. It wasn't meant for you.

The entire world is like north korea or like a prison.