We had three fights and I realized she's not emotionally stable. I've blocked her on everything and she's texting me through our work group chat now. I asked God for an emotionally unstable woman who would become obsessed with me and I could abuse and treat like shit like Chad does and have her make up excuses to get back together with me. Guys, you do not want that. I'm scared for my life. I'm returning to incel territory until October, I'm going to get fit, stop drinking, stop smoking, fix my bank account and provide life updates along the way.

As always, I encourage you guys to join me in my adventure and TALK to women. Sex IS a life changer. My confidence around women has skyrocketed. It's like women can smell you're not a virgin anymore. Women are openly flirty with me now, they're less rude, and I'm able to talk to women with the same apathy that Chad has. Do not let anyone tell you having sex is not going to change your life.

I'm here again now. I'm on my status and looksmaxxing journey. Please join me fellow incels. We can find our girls together.