Who at this point even live for themselves?

submitted by Mazurro from self.RealIncels

I would kill myself long time ago if I knew it wouldn't harm my parents. People who by the age of 18 never had a partner, have almost no friends should be killed by law.

I don't want to be alive, but can't even end that because I feel guilty for the harm I might make. And yet I am deemed as fucking evil.

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[–]jet199 4 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

You are a good person for looking after your parents. Don't worry about what people who don't know what you do think.

[–]Mazurro[S] 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

But I shouldn't care about being good, I want to feel peace finally. I don't worry what others think because anyway they think I am awkward subhuman, it doesn't affect me, but I want to not feel the shit that I feel constantly. But I don't think it's possible.

[–]Musky 2 insightful - 3 fun2 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 3 fun -  (1 child)

I don't think most people date in high school, so not having anyone by 18 doesn't seem too big a deal.

[–]Mazurro[S] 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

Whatever, we can change it to 21.

[–]takavoid513 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

You are not evil, you have morals. Toilets do not have morals and reward anyone who is good looking or is evil, or both.

I can't tell you what or not what to do, But I suggest trying to do any of your life goals that you may have had in your childhood or in your dreams that don't revolve around toilets, except for something attainable like visiting an escort. I have always wanted to travel to mogger-land Europe, south america and a few other places as well as escort-max. The world is a beautiful place, though sadly its inhabited by cruel and sadistic people, and becomes darker when you have no one else to experience it with you. Maybe this sounds a bit preachy, but this is whats keeping me going I guess. But the thing is you have to accept that the pain in your heart you feel from being undesirable, that sick fucking feeling you will defiantly know what I am talking about, always linger. Do what makes you happy to keep that feeling ignored.

[–][deleted] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I’m sorry man. Try the gym.