It's too late. All your sexual failures since adolescence, the frustration dogging you since puberty, have scarred you forever. Even if any of us could find a woman, which I frankly doubt, it wouldn't work. It will never work. We're orphaned by the teenage loves we never had. It's already hurt us. It'll keep getting worse. An agonizing bitterness will fill your heart. There's no redemption. No release. That's how it is.