I feel this exact same way. When I started dating and they banned me for being a fakecel, I was not dating AVERAGE women. I went on 6 dates with women that were heavily overweight, 1 date with a girl that was like 4ft 9 with bad teeth, and 5 dates with fat women that didn't wear makeup, wore clothes that didn't fit, had stained crooked yellow teeth, and didn't get their nails done.

These chicks had NO ambitions or motivations. Every day for them was "Get up, work for $9 an hour, go home, drink, smoke, hangout with girlfriends, and day over". Not a single goal. Not a single drive to NOT live a low-class lifestyle. These motherfuckers didn't even have CLEAN rooms bruh. Bitches literally living rent free with their mommy and daddy and got trash all over their rooms.

My goal in life is to become rich so I can date ONE chick that is not fat and has a REAL job. IRL I would never describe the women i dated to anyone because they weren't braggable, show-offable women. No one's going to be impressed if I go "yea, I date women. Im dating a fat chick that lives with her parents and makes $9 an hour and spends all her money on weed so she's always broke! it was fucking great, when do you want to meet her? Even better, she still constantly compares me to her ex-boyfriends who were white and constantly talks about how they were WAY taller than me. Shit is great!!!!!"

Fuck life