I think this is one of the big factors why normies hate and fear us.

I never had problem being outside just by myself. I was always immersed in thoughts and daydreams. As a kid I never felt lonely, I only started feeling it when normies made me feel that way.

Normies were NEVER alone. They were always in fucking groups. My bullies, they were always in groups. This is probably related to the lack of inner monologue I mentioned. They can't be alone, because when they are, there is only quiet. They literally need others to feel alive. That's one of the reasons why they hate us.