It's already around a month of back to "normal" not remote studying at my university. I didn't hang out with people from there literally ever - I don't even want to, despite me having completely no social experiences they are so immesurably boring, that listening to them for a second makes me infuriating. Since the start of the classes, I spend every 15 minute break between the classes listening to hard dark techno like those: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fXKGXwDhdg&list=RDMMXcV3rLSbY8E&index=2&ab_channel=HATE https://youtu.be/belXoxcmgXA

I don't wear off my headphones during breaks. Simply, because I don't want to hear others and because it loads me with energy to do anything. But... once people noticed, that I don't want to have literally anything to do with them, the only words I speak there are to my professors and to... myself. Yes, I started speaking to myself even during fucking classes and they noticed that. They are asking me whether I am talking to them, but I don't. I talk to myself. Either way, they started talking to me aswell, but with known reasons - their monkey brains aren't able to understand classes fast and they need to use me as a free wisdom resource.

But I don't want to do that anymore. Years ago I liked sharing with what I know. But not anymore. Today a foid asked me, whether I know how to do some programming task that everyone was given as homework (I finished this shit writing it in my notebook literally when I was given it, it was so easy for me). She said something like "Do you know how to use the fuction yada yada to do something like that?". I responded: "I do. It's easy." and I wore headphones in the very same moment, death staring into her face. She didn't know what she is supposed to do with that I am not going to listen or talk with her anymore.