high school - got by and gained nothing of much value besides graduating with good grades, crippling depression and severe sleep deprivation that probably fried my front cortex and that's why I can't focus on anything and coupled with depression function like a retard.

uni - dropped out twice. squandered my scholarships.

employment - worked a trade for half a year. Wanted to kill myself every day by the end. quit.

no one even gives a fuck. People at my job bullied me and tried to make quit. people at uni treated me like a freak. police see im struggling and lock me up in a pysch ward. i just want to LDAR in peace. I will never be able to do it. The end will be cold and miserable. I can see it and it scares the hell out of me.