When things are going well, something unexpected happens that subverts your expectations and you end up failing, so you get paranoid when things go well or too well
Then you get called the bluepilled one because you actually expected to be rewarded for hard work
This happens enough, and you start just expecting things to go badly when you think you're gonna start succeeding, so this becomes boring and repetitive, something bad not happening when things are going well would be the mindblowing thing now
What makes this effect worse is that it's only applied to your life, try to find an example of this happening to a normie or a chad and you won't be able to
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