I mean, check out prof Camille Paglia - she isn't a pick-me, she's a non-conforming lesbian, but still is a huge cocksucker - that's her whole career, telling moids how brilliant they are with their rape and murder quirks. Maybe that's your calling - competing with chicks like her for moid recognition?

Very low EQ sucks too, that's why most of those impossibly high IQ moids turn out to be useless basement-dwellers who can't recognize their mistakes or explain their ideas or can't not die without mommy and waste their lives on schizo shit, autistic tantrums and struggling with wiping their asses. I wish I didn't want to be a moid like you do when younger, learned habits like not taking care of yourself, bad communication skills and stubbornness don't help in life if you don't have a personal army of asswiping handmaidens, and it definitely doesn't help with finding decent female friends. 29.