So, after setting up an uber to take me to her place, she sends a text saying "you only sent $300, where's the other $100?" And I was like "I'll think about the other stuff later, I'm really only trying to touch your hands for a bit and chill with you" and she goes all like "Well, I'm not really comfortable having you come to my parents' house for less than the $400".

We argue back and forth and she pulls a "you're making me really uncomfortable". So I go "you're making me uncomfortable. You're the one that brought handjobs and sex into this. I'm just trying to touch some hands. We either meet by Saturday or you send me back my $300 and if you dont, I report you on Craigslist"

Why are women so fucking difficult even when they're getting paid? I'm so goddamn tired of this fucking shit. I'll drop a girl $50 to take some hand pics and it takes her 6 fucking days just to whip her phone out and take some basic ass pics of her damn hands. I thought doing this shit IRL would be quick and fast, we meet up, I fondle some hands for a bit, she gets the money, and we're done. Next thing I know I'm getting talked into paying for a hand job and sex when I just wanted to touch some hands.

I FUCKING HATE LIFE. I HATE BEING A FUCKING NIGGER. I HATE BEING FUCKING BALD. I HATE HAVING YELLOW TEETH. I HATE THAT I CAN'T FUCKING TALK TO WOMEN, BUY WOMEN, OR FUCKING GET A BASIC ASS CONVERSATION FROM WOMEN WITHOUT GETTING BACKHANDED INSULTS 24/7.

I HATE FUCKING LIFE.

I'm now down $330 because of uber cancellation fees. I'm so FUCKING CLOSE to just taking a woman by force and killing myself after. She says we can meet at her apartment Friday morning at 11am so let's FUCKING SEE if she actually sends the address and let's me come chill with her.