i just wanna be a dumb child again with nothing but bluepill nativity and unadulterated joy, we gained the truth from the blackpill, but at what cost?

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[–]basedandblackpilled 9 insightful - 1 fun9 insightful - 0 fun10 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

Damn.. I remember riding my bmx bike all the time in 4th,5th and 6th grade. I learned new tricks everyday, couldn't give a shit about "the nature of women", "hypergamy", etc. All that mattered to me was the tricks boyo.

Those were the best times. The reality of society and women never weighed down on me.

[–]Cade_Connelly_13 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I remember looking forward to the day I could be a loving dad who had his kids run to him when he came home, the guy who could jury-rig or fix everything and kiss his loving wife. Never gave a shit about being rich or famous. My one absolute belief was that one day I could give what I had enjoyed so much.

Then I hit dating age and the shock of the absolute state of it all...

[–]I_know_its_over 6 insightful - 1 fun6 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

true. i don't really enjoy things that much anymore and im not motivated to achieve anything at all. All i do is LDAR most if the time

[–]FailedSpecies 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Same.

All I think about is rope. There is no point in doing anything after knowing the truth.

This life is nothing but disappointment and unnecessary suffering. I understand tolerating suffering for the sake of a bigger purpose. But having a purpose is cope.

[–]Cade_Connelly_13 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I finally went back to college just to have something to do, and I HATE studying of any kind.

[–]sevenpillarsofcope[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Agreed, I wish I could enjoy the things in life instead of worrying about the future 24/7. Can't look at actions the same again, especially romantic ones now that I've taken the blackpill.

[–]hybristophilia 4 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

Shit, take the rope off. It shouldn't be around your neck.

Would any of us have suicidal thoughts if we had a foid to come home to? A well trained slave who knows her place, cooks, cleans the house and sucks your wiener every night?

I will say it, not one of us. Zero.

[–]No1stupid 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

At least the rope will give you a hug, and make all of your problems go away.

[–]AnaBanana 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

Go watch cartoons, eat fruit roll-ups, and put on some super hero PJs.

[–]Cade_Connelly_13 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Literally the only thing on Saturday worth doing.