I had the unfortunate experience of meeting two "people" who one of them I dated, and the other was friends with her, one has claimed to have PTSD and the other is diagnosed with BPD. They both act so damn similar it's crazy. Also anyone they don't like or has wronged them is a narcissist and abusive. So I'm probably one of those people. My ex was abusive to me and since I ended up acting reactively, she used that against me. She ended up losing a friend over this, as well as disregarding this woman's boundaries. They all are emotionally abusive, my ex hit me once b/c she thought I said a derogatory term, she also told me she wanted to hit me one time. She has a lot of flying monkeys,which her fakefag brother harassed me on my old number. She also pretends to be homosexual and autistic and tbh, reminds me a lot of my old bullies who did similar things to me.

As somebody who is genuinely same sex attracted and autistic, this irritates me. She would pretend to have level 3 rrb's when she didn't do those before. She also claimed to hate men, yet said she had a celebrity crush on a man! Lesbians aren't attracted to men, period! She duped me with the "I'm a gold star" just admit you're bi! My old bully pretended to be a lesbian too. Why I mention my old bully is b/c she has cluster b traits too. My ex trauma dumped on me the first day I got to know her. She also was always afraid of me leaving her. She claims it's PTSD but idk. Anyone who claims to have BPD or C-PTSD will usually abuse, period. I'm tired of the victim mentality they have, especially when they're in the wrong. I could type out a novel about how terrible these "people" are. They'll tell others to be more empethetic to them, yet they have faked empathy or no empathy. They wanna claim to be autistic, have cutesy posts and sayings about mental health like they're attention whores (they are lol).

The difference between me and those three bitches is that you may have to talk to me like I'm 12 (I kinda have an emotional intelligence of a child. It's hard to be emotionally like a child, but cognitively like an adult, and it's like with me, I'll be able to realise what i did was wrong a while after it happens when it does happen) but at least I have SOME self-awareness. Jesus, they always have victim mentalities. As well as I'm aware my paranoia comes across as arrogant, but with them it's more like a narcisstic entitlement, while mines due to distrusting most people. Plus, whenever they're emotionally disregulated, theirs is due to wanting to start shit a lot of times or trauma they need it to be treated. Mines due to whenever I have built up emotions or sensory wise it's really hard for me to handle. Like one of them smugly and passive aggressively said I needed therapy, but these retards don't understand I need fucking occupational therapy, not talk therapy for this shit. Like they'd shit on me for odd nonverbal communication like walking away mid conversation yet they wanna pretend to have level 3 rrb's, when they're not fucking autistic at all! I also wanna be left alone most of the time, while these three fat and stupid bitches wanna be the center of attention all the damn time! Christ I cannot stand them at all, and I have a tendency to hold grudges some as far from 2010!

They lie like nobody's business. I can recall a lot of contradictions these fat asshole have said and their actions were the opposite of what they said condone and justify sick disgusting shit, like pharma, rape porn and a lot of other things. They don't ever listen, period, or they selectively listen and twist words to fit their narratives (which a lot of "people" do tbh, but them and a lot of jerkwads have done this numerous times) aka to start malicious rumors or smear campaigns. They also virtue signal but you know that they don't genuinely mean it IRL. It's all an act. They're poseurs, fakers and pretenders and they cannot see anyone else's POV. I even can see and understand somebody's POV at times, like if I was also in the wrong in other ways.

They also are very impulsive, but in ways cluster b and C-PTSD is, not other ways. Like impulsivity in other diseases is different. They do very bad things, like binge eat, gamble, binge drink etc. All of them have excessive fat (old bully was very obese, now skinny-fat, BPD friend is very morbidly obese, and ex is considered overweight) I understand having bad periods where you make dumb decisions and go down a bad path for a little bit, been there done that,but what these assholes do is subtlety shame others in certain ways like shame shallow breasts or call somebody nowhere near anorexic anorexic and use fat logic, think they're skinny now or whine about weight being bad. And it's dumb b/c they'll shame others for certain traits that they have as well. Like shallower breasts and I know they lie when they mention how much they like their body b/c if they did, why would they have to shame others?

They also will emotionally drain you and except you to hold a relationship up. But it's absolutely your fault and you're a narcissist just like so and so and my father who abused me for years.

If this is unorganised I'm sorry about that; I also have ADHD too.